Natalie

Cause you love me….

Half of the time I’m not proud of who I am. I drop the ball daily but still,  you seem to find value in me. Not to be mean, but If I were you, I would have been left. The daily disappointments. The empty promises. I mean c’mon why do you deal with me?

I recently realized that you really won’t leave so I try to be better. Not because I deserve to have you but because you deserve better. I wake up…

Showing Up or Showing Out? I knew I was in danger but was not depressed. I've read pretty well everything - C.S. Lewis

Hey Guise! Haven’t written in a while, I guess I had lost my mojo but,  Nicky got her groove back, so here I am. There have been a few changes in my life. overall though,  it’s pretty much the same. A few months ago I was going through an extremely rough patch of life. Getting out of bed was as impossible as moving a mountain, eating was an unfulfilling task, and even taking the time to talk to…

me, awake suddenly: what.. the fuck

my body: water

me: what?