Jul 14
Once i was in a therapy session .. and after it finished i remembered the very first time i ate something sweet and bakeries as i ve always loved them and loved how they smelled as an " emotional eating " you can say ,as am always ran to when i couldn't express how some things really felt and ate or baked or made things from scratch in bakeries strangely made me feel safe .. it hurts to remember how it felt back then but somehow i felt proud of my brain that made me realize the reason he was searching for , for almost 2 years. It's hard that you could finally find a valid reason .. but it's harder to accept and heal it .. but actually i realized it's a journey and it ll not end now , i suppose.
