per aspera ad astra

Hi! I'm Sammy (Samael Narcissus). I'm a university student (one day I'll be an egyptologist, or at least I hope so).

James Farrow written by Donna Tartt and directed by Peter Cameron.

Things I like:

- Coffee (I drink too much coffee during my day)

- Wine (usually when I have to study)

-Black tea

-Books (they help me to excape reality)

- Poems/poetry/ theater/ Latin and Greek

- forest

-Autumn

- Mythology and Paganism (the 12th cabin is my home)

-I really enjoyed drawing, but now I don't have much time

You just fade away once you are no longer important to the eyes of your lover

You are dust

Not stardust

I'm canceling you, your name, from all of my poems

Just a stranger whit a familiar face in crowd full of masks

Mea Lesbia, now that I don't care about you, you always visit my dreams.

Dreams,

This is what Mercuzio would say:

MERCUTIO

True, I talk of dreams, Which are the children of an idle brain, Begot of nothing but vain fantasy, Which is as thin of substance as the air And more inconstant than the wind, who wooes Even now the frozen bosom of the north, And, being anger'd, puffs away from thence, Turning his face to the dew-dropping south

Why, now? Why in my somnium?

Are you afraid that my poems won't be about you?

But I still talk to paper, mea Pistis, and you should know it.

You vist me while Morpheus is caressing my face

You never came when I cared, when I was slowly drowning in my sadness

You were blind, but I loved you

Here comes my triad, my trinity:

Pistis, Lesbia and Sirio, three aspects of my Muse

Pistis : is the soul part, the pure part of her at the same time her divine aspect.

Lesbia: (yes, I've taken her from Catullo's carmina) incarnates the body of the beloved. The lust and pleasure.

In the end, we have Sirio: that indicates the ineffable nature of the Muse. As it's a star, I can't reach her. It's too far but at the same visible.

Here we have "Amor Sacro, Amor profano" by Tiziano. One of my favorite paintings, the best one that incarnates all the aspects of love.

The platonic form (the soul love), and Lust (the corporal love). The two tipes of loved are mixed by Cupid.

To love someone, you have to love the soul and then the body.

But at the same time I end loving none of them, just looking at you from far away.