The words and feelings I be holding in be sending fire into my heart. Set my heart ablaze in pain, because I dare not say your name. I punish myself by indulging myself in the memories I share with you. Yet, nothing compares to you.

I have so much fear in love, I don’t trust myself anymore after the last time I fell. I don’t want to fall in love, I want to be uplifted in love. Comfortably in love, securely in love, vulnerably in love, healthily in love. Purposefully in love. Godly planted in love. Flourishing in love. Nourishing in love. Fruitfully in love. Confidently in love. Happily in love. I don’t want a love that comes with with world, that shit aiint love. I don’t want no ig vibes. I want hold my hand tighter.