Your Tears Should Not Waste on Someone Like Me.

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Do not ask anything overly sensitive, out of topic and inappropriate ask.

Your ask will effect catnap greatly.

You can't control his powers like changing the day to night.

Catnap will sometimes avoid questions that hit to close to home

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Well um- talking about pain and all that- hurting yourself to snap yourself out and ground yourself is... well it world but well- I mean it sounds like you're getting desensitized to being in pain which... is genuinely concerning.

So... I know it's probably a habit of yours, but could I suggest replacing that need to try and ground yourself with scratching yourself and... trying a different approach?

For instance: Grab a ball, and begin to toss it back and forth between your hands. It needs enough mental effort to need to keep a bit of focus on the task, the impacts of the ball tossing should help with the touch too, and it should hopefully be more able to help you then scratching yourself

Self harm is... well bad, so... please try not to. If...

If you... if you need a reason, like a bad reason to help keep the darker thoughts from stopping you- cause I... see the words and what you say and like- clearly you- well you know... maybe... maybe tell yourself that... that if you can't feel pain... you can't make it up?

Or something- it's bad, so so so bad... but sometimes someone needs something like that, a little, tiny, maybe even believed excuse, in order to change things for the better.

To be better.

I can't promise you anything, I can only hope it gets better for you. I wish for your healthy and safety!

The ball remind me of someone... Who deeply hates me with a passion

Are they colored or non-colored (kinda like pastel color on cat paws)

And show us as well!

And if so, why?