Under many names

ffffffuckk the sudden rush of energy and confidence and feeling like i can laugh at the face of god after what has been like 3-4 weeks of apathy low energy and mild depression fucking hitss

i may become a cool guy (physically) but the transformation will be slow, painfully slow actually and i will want to give up but maybe the wish comes true who knows and hopefully i dont become insane or fall into an ed haha

im sleeping my life away

this recently got diagnoses a personality disorder thing is not so fun and quirky anymore

sometimes i wish my mother left me to asphyxiate with the umbilical cord in the womb

gained weight and now i feel my tissue when i lie and couldnt sleep out of discomfort i want to fucking dieeeeeeeeeeee

seeing my family makes me wanna drain all my blood out of my body seeing were most my vices came from and such

food and eating is so weird emotionally to me. like sometimes i find myself eating a lot of a lot of things bc nothing feels satisfying then feel gross for overeating. then food feels unpleasant and barely being able to eat anything without feeling nauseous or full. idk maybe the food i eat is not tasty. maybe my brain is broken. i dont think i'll ever get fix my relationship with or my weight ever

they should turn the matlab logo into an anime person fr

but who lives inside my body really?

leí arroz con pollo como apolo y me confundí con prometeo pq recordé las pintura sospechosamente eróticas del águila comiendose su higado cada martes