Ok I left the acupuncture place.
She came in and asked what is going on, I said I have vertigo again after it went away for a couple of months.
Then she asked, what else is going on? Any stress? And I freaking lost it, I started crying and couldn’t catch my breath or talk. Eventually I told her it was stress about owning my business and she said anything else?
And I didn’t want to trauma dump on her, even though she was inviting me to, also I would have started weeping even harder if I talked about the other things- the ED, my mother, lack of friends, etc.
The acupuncture itself was fine. But I’m so embarrassed that I couldn’t hold my shit together.
