Namakau Star

Photo by: Sweety Madlingozi

Are our dreams still valid and why does joy sit alongside deep suffering, I ask for wisdom of

There is warmth

Liberation songs

A question riddles me and excites me at the same time because more often than not the person I avoid the most is myself, the journey towards self as a neurodivergent is often paradoxical, on and off love and hate consumed in unrelenting thoughts and the knowing how but not knowing how to act regardless, is it my brain am I broken or am I living in a world that is the antithesis of a creative like me is the world broken. See it’s interesting to me that the only reason why the question startles me is because I’m still here with me, I’ve lost things, people, money, family, ive faced rejection and yet I am still here, so now with that in mind the person I avoid the most needs me the most, the things I need the most more often than not come from me. So I’m giving it another try.