I'm having dreams about duals and ghosts
London (@totallynotlondon) brought me along to this vacation situation she's in as I was about to lose my mind, and it's been a rough couple of days trying to sleep, but only being able to do so during day hours.
I guess the knight is an early bird.
My grammar is shit as well go figure
The place is beautiful don't get me wrong, and I'm also very thankful for my friend helping me but ugh I just don't know what to do with myself and it's getting worst now cause my partner is being a dramatic clown and thinks I hate them.
I don't hate you, P please stop saying I do
You're only making it worse. So stop.
Anyway, I've been chugging energy drinks and home officing my way into the night to distract myself from stuff but sometimes the tiredness just hits all at once and I colapse and end up at the gate again.
He stands in front of the building and every single time I try to enter I get a sword through my spiritual head and wake up with my heart pouding like crazy.
I honestly thought I got stuff figured out a couple months ago, right after my partner started to sleep at my place regularly.
I thought sleeping with someone else in the house somehow influenced the place I projected but apparently that's not the answer.
Maybe it was just luck. I don't know.
Also the weird moving things started to happen more frequently.
Have I talked about those here?
Well, two months ago things started to randomly shoot up at walls or just vibrate around the house and I thought I was being haunted or something. End up talking to Alegra and London about it and they said it was probably not that.
So I think I'm doing that. SOmehow
I don't know anything anymore but I'm scared somehow I'll hurt P
So now London is trying to figure it out what the fuck is happening to me while I try to learn how to control the place I wake up in my dreams again.
Awesome start to the semester I guess.