TW // NEAR DEATH / DROWNING!!
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Starfruit doesn't dream often. He sleeps, but doesn't really dream about it.
But when he does? Hes…not in the familiar candlelit blackstone halls of his church (when did he stop referring to it as home? He doesn't remember.) Instead, it's cold. He bobs on the surface of the water like a fishing lure, the water laps at his skin; the sea-salt drips through the dry cracks in his scales and stings the sensitive skin beneath.
He floats, his exhales are sporadic - sharp and jagged in the back of his throat. His eyes trace the sky, it's always dark here; even with his eyes trained to see though the black, he can never see past his hands - the claws filed down, raw and irritated at the nail from where the file had caught the skin.
He drifts, the silence deafening - even when the sound of rushing water should be audible, it's still so quiet. He should swim, he knows that - but he's so tired.
(He remembers running. Running and running and running - through flowers and silver trees; until water swims around his dough and he's no longer on land.)
The moon shines down on his face as he drifts, and for a moment Starfruit almost feels pitied - but he closes his eyes and the feeling vanishes. He can't remember why or how he's here - but he can hear the rumbling in his ears and the ‘CRUNCH! CRUNCH! CRUMBLE!’ in his ear, the sound of everything he’d known being destroyed. Something moves in the corner of his eye - and starfruit flails, breaking the peace as he tries to move away - but all that is around him is water, and his skull dips under the water instead.
The salt burns his eyes as he kicks and squirms, before finally emerging from beneath the water - gasping and wheezing; but he finds no peace. There's a familiar halo in his reflection, large angelic wings and the same warped face that should’ve been his home's divinity. He freezes, before shoving his head back into the cold.
He dives deeper. It's better than seeing it on the surface. His tail curls around his legs and his wings remain pinned to his spine as he swims deeper and deeper into the depth of the sea - the water burns his eyes, it pushes through his mouth that he can't seem to close and makes him feel sick; but he doesn't stop. He wills strength he doesn't have into his movement; diving and diving until not even the moon's gaze can reach him. His chest aches, his lungs burn, his head spins as he stops - floating beneath the water surface, it's even darker here now, his night vision doesn't work as well anymore. It doesn't matter - it's getting a little too hard to breathe now.
“Oh, My child - you seem awfully lost, hm?”
A voice rumbles through his ears where that sickening ‘CRUNCH!’ had been, its voice...warm; almost like a coo - and Starfruit tries to will his eyes open, but they're too heavy. He hears a chuckle, and flinches weakly when something soft and warm cups his spine. He's being lifted, he thinks? It's hard to tell - but the world is no longer cold. He gasps, spasming slightly when he registers he's no longer submerged in the dark - and instead the world around him is bright; with glittering yellow eyes that all fixate on him as he breathes shakily, his tail thumping against the large clawed hand in which he's resting in.
He looks up slowly, but he can't make out the face - there's just so many feathers. His eyes blur, and pain sparks in his temples - but…its soothed when a large thumb gently presses against his forehead, sending a wave of relief through his aching body; his eyes fluttering without pain this time.
“Rest here, my child. You are safe. Nothing can reach you here.”
The voice is familiar, but Starfruit can't place it as a sweeping fog creeps up through his brain. His eyelids close, and he sinks away into the warmth around him…and feels oddly at peace.
When he awakes the next morning, Starfruit feels well rested. He tells nobody about his dream, he keeps the memory tucked to his chest whilst he bugs Blue Cheese about herbs whilst helping pack up the camp once more, his tail wagging back and forth like an eager cakehound.
He doesn't notice the flock of heartless cream doves watching from the trees nearby.