ART BLOG......and blog?

A few days ago, my sister J was invited to her classmate's house for a group project.

At first, J did not feel like going because they are not close at all(no similar topics) and J is known as the weird one at school(don't really talk much, the quiet one).

J did go in the end and man, it was great!

Even though J was worn out after coming back(social interactions are hard for J lmao) but the whole experience was pretty wholesome.

The friend knows that J's the quiet one and took extra care of J. She prepared biscuits and ordered boba teas. Hell, J even overheard her saying: "she can be very shy so we need to treat her good good."

I'm in a youth organisation called AIESEC.

When I was still a fresh member, everything was pretty chill. I was recruited into a department called Incoming Global Talent(iGTa). It focuses on assisting talents/applicants from other countries to get a job in Malaysia(the offered field was mainly Marketing).

Just like everything good/chill, it always has an end. My boss ended his term 2 months ago and I was realocated to another department called Incoming Global Volunteer(iGV). I went for the director role and I got it(tho it took me 3 times).

Basically what iGV does is we provide opportunities for youths to develop their leadership by joining our volunteering project. The one that I'm handling is Clean Our Plate(COP), it focuses on tackling the food waste issues that is happening in our world.

I have to juggle between my academic and AIESEC(many meetings).

not cool.

been getting back into Sunset Rollercoaster again, their "Candlelight" is the bomb.

8am classes are still killing me. I still procastinate(eg: this art blog haha), which is one thing that i really want to improve on(time management).

aku dan suatu masa: me and once upon a time(tho the real translation is me and a particular time, i think once upon a time sounds way cooler)

it was written by a cashier back at the dim sum place that I used to work at, he has many many cats. I don't know where is he now.

the face in the second drawing was inspired by Initial D(main character), pretty cool.

Song: Mac Miller - Hand Me Downs

man.

“Cicak” or Geckos are small lizards belonging to the infraorder Gekkota, found in warm climates throughout the world. They range from 1.6 to 60 cm. Geckos are unique among lizards for their vocalizations, which differ from species to species.

pretty cool.

Also Kendrick Lamar - Money Trees is so good(youtube recommendation is hella good sometimes).

I was very fascinated by the style of SinixDesign(on Youtube). He has a soft voice and the art videos made by him are very chill to draw along.

The hand on the first picture on the bottom right is heavily influenced by him(pointy fingers, distinct silhouette)!!

Good stuff.

(Haven't been able to post consistently but I'll try my best!)

This drawing gives me the "bedroom music" vibe. (soft boys, kind spirits, generic beats)

I remember wanting to get better at art but at the same time being lazy to learn and improve.

This left me at a crossroads.

And so, I drew and I had fun.

Fun, I like this word. I like fun.

check in before 10am

rest time from 3-6pm

check out at 10pm

I used my face as a reference to draw this "potrait"(I don't really consider this as a potrait of myself, more of a character) during one of the rest time(09/01/2019 to be exact).

I was feeling a bit lost in life because I didn't get a good result, I was not particularly good at anything and I sucked.

I do miss the some of the people there. The place is now closed(it's now a vegan restaurant) and all the familiar faces are gone.

The song that helped me get by during that period of my life is "Sunflower" by Post Malone and Swae Lee (Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse).

Good shit.