mythoughtsonly

Why won’t he choose me. my heart hurts but if I go with him. I know he cheated and all.

It’s gonna be a long day with my heart. I don’t even want to do it but how many heartbreaks and so on I went thru. just sucks the waiting time ..

Just gonna complain on here and try keeping it off fb and snap because I don’t anyone to know how stupid I am this time 🧎🏽

I wanna tell someone everything he did to me and how he treated me .. Emotional abuse sucks man. I wanna be okay like right now and not in 8 months 😮‍💨

I know he’s sleeping well. 🧎🏽🥺

I gotta end this cycle. it’s been going on so long. I love him so much. I’m starting to see he just using me for when he’s sad or needing someone. he blocked me on fb too and bc of that I believe he’s hiding something. I’m not the type of person to ask someone to let me look or make a fake fb. I gotta end this. And I gotta stick to my circle .. Gotta change paths. I’m tired of feeling lonely and waiting on someone who isn’t gonna change or embarrassed of my affections. It ends now and I believe I’ll be ok in time..

am I really gonna ask my council instead of the chief to help? Can they? I still got couple days with my ego to make up my mind.

I’m so hurt. Every minute of every day I think about him. I want it to stop.