All Mine

I wish the time freeze,

When we are together,

So that i can look you,

And get lost in your eyes.👀❤

I wish the time freeze,

So that i can hold your hand a little,

But hold you in my heart forever.❤

I wish the time freeze,

So that i can love you in the way i always wanted to,🤫🥀

I wish the time freeze,

So that we never be apart,

And all that moment gets frozen into my heart.❤🌍

On cloudy days and lightning nights,You wake up just with a hope to read someone's message. Parents shout at the habit of waking up and touching the phone immediately but you just keep yourself busy inside the technical world of bits and smile as soon as you see the text.

You always act like an atheist but all of a sudden you start praying to the almighty that the person you want to be with you must never leave you... You die before them just so you don't have to watch them die and feel the unbearable pain.

That is love.

You wake up from a nightmare and all of a sudden your heart beat drops or the heart beats very fast. You just don't remember what you saw in the dream, all you can remember that something wrong was happening to your partner or any loved one. You thank God and that very moment close your eyes and pray that the dream shall never turn true.

The next time you see that person, your eyes start pouring without any reason and all you want at that time is just to give them a hug but somehow you control your hormones.

That is love and fear.

The moments you try to live for yourself and not for anyone else turn out to be the moments you realise your abilities. You work something else and want something else. Love, money, food, attire,etc. are all just basic needs but have you ever felt that you are literally in love with a place or a person or a character or anything you haven't seen or felt? That very moment all your heart wants is to be trapped in that world that maybe never existed for real.

Just a moment away from your reality, in those worlds and places where you feel the only dominator. The place where your heart wants to be eagerly and when you realise that you're not capable to be there, you end depressed and just have an urge to do something great so you can achieve your dreams but the thought of public opinion again catches you to the harsh reality.

This is love, fear and fantasy.

You are watching a movie. You just thought it was okay but as you keep on watching it you feel a sense of attachment towards the characters, the story, the villans sometimes and rarely the heroes. But whenever there's a scene that is intense and the decision-making scene, your heart just wants the thing that is hardly possible. And you just have a stress in your mind like what if things don't go as you wish. And suddenly after the movie ends you feel as if you are in that world as if all the characters are alive and you are the lead role.

That very moment you decide you are living the same life till now but you just thank the artistic piece for making you realise it. And you act as if the whole life is a movie. You keep watching more movies and places and poems and read and write and sing and dance... You keep innovating yourself and realise that this is the life you wanna live and a new chapter of your life begins.

That is love, fear, fantasy and art.

Humming a tune for like a whole month long and still not getting bored of the song. The music is so fascinating that either makes you very happy or get you in tears. You wish you could make a thing like that too... You also wish you were an artist like that. Songs that help you escape the harsh realities and open a gate to a world full of roses without thorns and angels without scars. Your love for the song increases as you listen to it more and more. And everytime you listen to it, you are not you and the world stops for a while.

Just living the moment but a line sometimes just give an ache to the heart. And you realise, what if as the song says, one day you'll face pains and sufferings too? But as soon as the lines pass you feel that it's just a feeling that will pass but some other day there's still something within that tells you please don't fall in love with the song, it's destroying your present by just keeping you in a world of fearless illusions.

That is love, fear, fantasy, art and music.

All these things are just some thoughts and basic words. Maybe you've felt that in your days or not, i don't know. But there are times when the sun will not be bright and also there will be days when the night won't last too long. There is only as much love as much there is hate. Maybe sometime you'll hate what you love and maybe sometimes you'll be the victim or the guilty but don't forget it's your life story being recorded and you have to give the world a moral too. No one is blessed more than you and no one is cursed less than you. Just a phase, that's it! There will be rhythms and there will be breaks but the steps shouldn't ever stop.

Philosophies, art, passion, thrills, love, lust, music, cravings, fears, strengths, wins, losses are just pieces that make a whole big thing.

That is life.