Take me as I am

Too many frustrations right now. Too many problems. And the one thing that I enjoy doing at work which is events planning was suddenly taken away. They don't even include us in meeting invites and it can't be said that they just forgot. We had several meetings and we were not included in the invite. Then I learned from my friend earlier (former project teammate) that they are planning an event for trick or treat and my name is not included in the list. Well, that's a one of the signs that I should leave. Been thinking about it a lot lately since I don't enjoy work anymore. I just wish one of those jobs that I applied for would call right away. I wanna move out of the country as well. I just can't leave without a back up plan. I have to pay for dad's meds which can cost a lot. I don't even know what's wrong with me as the doctor hasn't read the results of the ct scan yet. I'm so frustrated I'm stuck not knowing what to do.