Reality - Undefined

Tired of being the loser of my own story.

I'm tired of existing.

Well let that one out, disappointing yet again.

Well that was disappointing.

He actually moved to Tennessee, I guess there really is no mending that friendship..... I don't know why I kind of had that thought in the back of my head. I guess I do miss him but he never really had a problem with blowing me off or not being there when I need him. I suppose there was good times and bad times but I don't understand why I can't stop missing him. He clearly moving on from what I seen on social media but here I am still trying to convince myself that I don't need him. This going on my own has to be better, it got to be. Could I be even more pitiful. Could my existence be even more of a joke, I don't know, I often think I hit the bottom but then it just keep getting lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower.

A mind wipe would be pretty good right about now.

God of War: Ragnarok had me in tears man, that ending, so powerful, so beautiful. This game is definitely my one of my top games. I haven't cried over a video game this much since the ending of Cyberpunk 2077.

I really need to stay off of Twitter, ever since Elon took over my feed just has been sooo toxic.