rage dump

So yeah, it’s been a while...

Sorry, I’ve been busy not giving a fuck.

But recently I had this idea to start a vlog, and then I rememberd that I have this rantblog thing going on tumblr (also I was afraid of my girlfriend questioning my sobriety).

So I wanted to start a something called “How to be a Bad Person” coaching program.

Consider this a lesson one.

If you are a smoker, you should smoke anywhere, where smoking is prohibited. Bus stops (those are best), trains, clubs, restaurants, cinemas, kindergardens, if there is a no smoking sign, ask for fire.

And I am not talking about this electronic vape shit. Throw that away. What are you? A vegan?

If someone points to you, that you are somking in a no smoking area go apeshit. I mean literally. Swear. Like a fuckton. Be loud. Yell at them. They are trying to stop you from achieving your goal (which is, may I remind you, to become a bad person, you shouldn’t let someone stand between you and your dreams). If you feel good at this, you may also try threatening them.

Two days ago I told my girlfriend I started writing a blog.

She asked if I am drunk.

Today is my last day at a company that employed me for three months for a “trial period”. Last week I told them I don’t want to work for them any longer.

Do you want to know why? I will tell you why.

I am a smoker. I smoke from time to time. While working for the company I mentioned, I had to go outside of the office and walk to the back of the building.

Lovely place.

There were some wooden planks and large chunks of styrofoam stacked by the wall, probably some leftovers from not so recent makeover.

There was no ashtray there, so someone left a glass jar, once filled with instant coffee. After you finished somking you could put the butt in ther so the place was clean. Ish. Don’t mind the planks and styrofoam.

The jar was filled with cigarette butts when I started working there (three months ago) and I am pretty sure noone emptied it since (I didn’t).

For these three months I was amazed, how you could go there, and every time there was place for one more butt to squeeze in.

The reason why I left is because codebase in that company was just like this jar.

Edit.

Everyday, while eating breakfast, I read news. Today something big, that seems to be in the past already, finally caught my attention. I mean moddersgate, or however you want to call it.

Some guys, somewhere, thought it will be a really good idea to allow skyrim modders to sell results of their work on steam workshop. And the shitstorm began.

Modders were reasonably happy, since it is quite a good habit to expect being paid for your work.

But part of the community went apeshit. Why should I pay for something that was free so far? they asked.

By the time I even started writing my thoughts on this topic Valve and Bethesda decided, that it was wrong move to allow taxing for mods and disabled this option.

I feel, like all of those raging dudes never played Bioshock and if they did they were intoxicated to simply too dumb to understand it’s message. At the very beginning Andrew Ryan asks one of those rethorical questions: Is a man not entitled to the sweat of his brow?

Obviously fucking not!

It is pointless to say that everyone may check that for themselves how much time it takes to get the knowledge to start modding, and then even more time to make a mod that is something more that a bloody sign, which is a petition for “freeing” all the mods. But what do I know? I am not a modder.

Bloody commies.

Somewhere I found someone’s retarded reasoning: if they make mods paid content, noone will want to share their good ideas, tips and tricks, hoarding knowledge, developing whatever they are developing secretly, making working on mods harder for everyone else in the future, since the modding community was build on sharing until now.

Like the fucking open source never existed, fuck you, sir.

You can imagine me, exhaling deeply now.

The moral of the story is, if you want to get paid for your work after you gave like shitload of free samples, don’t do that. It will backfire.