Wandering Egg Yolk

so there was this screencap of text messages that was going around which went like

A: 1. i woke up, 2. i went to school, 3. i met my crush, 4. we hugged, 5. we kissed. B: let’s see- so the order is in 2-3-4-5-1? A: you’re so mean

yeee and these are the visual interpretation for that but in blur and gramon + alex james (as B) hahahaa

if i’m completely honest my otp is gramon for blur, but other ships are fine too so plz i ne e d  m o r e  b l u r  c o n t e n t.

anywoo i’d love to see gramon in peter pan AU bc DAMON ALBARN RIGHT hahaha i feel like graham would be so cynical all the time and i love it so much

i think i’m just gonna stick with dalex - it sounds about right hahaha

welp dalex content! with princess damon who’s trying to lure alex the rabbit from his farm duties hahahaa

oh no i don’t know the eng ship name for this ship gdi

ehh it’s damon and alex james from blur!

haha this is a pretty shitty layout & development, but this was my first attempt at an actual comic layout so there’s that hahaa

Freddie Mercury in fur coat!

aaaaand it just went straight downhill from there on haha bri and freddie+bri

i love them so much honestly it aches :’0

oh yeah did i mention that i watched Bohemian Rhapsody as well haahahahaa i’m warming up to Queen for sure - they’re literal sweethearts i sweAR.

in attempt of calming myself haha (thus, pink<3)

i think it worked and hope it works for you as well :)

hello fellow humans, long time no see haha

here’s a bit of a news: I GOT INTO (well is still getting into honestly) BRITPOP AND IT’S KILLIN ME

i’ve been fangirling over oasis and blur, but blur is my main baby for now haha

welp that was the update and here’s Alex James in shorts ;3

I’ll let you call me that if you promise me you’ll come back sooner.

eyyy long time no see, right? haha

okay sorry for the mcr/emo trinity fans but i just saw current IT cast photos and can’t stop thinking about them (they’re my babies 😭)

***********IT BOOK (mild?) SPOILER ALERT************ (i know it’s an old book but hey i read it last year haha) (also i know it’s 1000+pgs but it’s so fkin good i recommend reading it if you enjoyed the movie … and have a strong mind haha)

anyways haha i kinda came up with this idea of eddie having a bit of (well honestly a severe case of) separation anxiety disorder. i mean when you think about it, as much as he wanted to be free from his mother, eddie ultimately never could leave his mother. His guilt always tripped him until he thought he’d had a strong motivation to finally ‘escape’ from his “mother” (my baby is such a strong boi). as much as him being in possession of his mother for so long is eerie, it’s what happened my poor babyT—T

but i also think eddie would have had a hard time dealing with the absence of his mother figure, mainly because any sort of loss (even if it was necessary and beneficial in the end) leaves an empty space. and considering how long he’s had his “mother” by his side and pretty much controlling his life for him (or rather, living his for him) he would want/feel the need of that control over him—because that’s all he had known until he recollected what happened in the past.. maybe even after he remembered he would need that sense of “support” or the “safety net” because he’s been accustomed to that since he lost his memories?

soooo because reddie is real (haha) richie would have naturally become that protector (the “mother”) during their old but new relationship. and i always think that richie is a type of person who lets a problem be rather than solves it; so even if he recognizes eddie’s behavior as unhealthy, he would just be there for him. this is because richie thinks he’s being helpful (not because he doesn’t want to help)— i think he would consider being supportive no matter what (=“being there” the entire time) as the most helpful act (instead of seeking for help). I feel like he would believe that most problems are solved over time, even though he knows that’s not true by his own experiences (he’ll let every issues/insecurities brew until he can’t handle them and ultimately let go of everything),,, hahahaha

also eddie would be very paranoid of not only germs but also death& safety in general, i think, since his mother died (well i guess he had that even before then, but i think it would have made his paranoia even intenser). so he’d be very anxious when he can’t spot richie or is in a situation where he can’t see his lover. this would also apply to his other friends whom he loves so much (crying hardcore) but since he has a heart for richie, i think his anxiety will reach its maximum potential when it’s richie he can’t check their safety/presence for sure.

and the doodle i did over there is eddie being clingy when richie came back from smoking outside.

kinda forgot i drew this, haha

very rough but you know, it’s still fun ghoul/frankie and i love him hahahaaa

oh my fuhking god you have no idea how consumed i am with this mafia! au. MCR is just meant to have a mafia AU okay it’s just to fuhking amazing

i’m so sad that i can’t exactly tell those stories/the full story because it was built by my friend and i, not by myself,,, ugh, i mean we have this whole concept and rough sketches of them. honestly we could legitimately literally shoot a film out of it if only we got the cast and the money AND the technical skill set for that. so.,,,, hit me (us) up mcr or former mcr crew or whoever the fuhk could bring this to actual life PLEASEEEEEEEEE (i’m very desperate for this to happen, hahhaha)

but honestly i do NOT understand why this never happened in real life, like you ruined our lives this was the least you could do for us, YOU,,, also frerard happened irl, but not this? come on, you fuhkin beautiful, anxiety-inducing creatures

I mainly took the design (meaning hairstyles) from Desolation Row. if you have not watched the mv i swear this is one of the greatest ones (which you know is kinda funny to say bc all of their mvs are awesome—except i will not tell which hahaha, i still love that one though ;3) Also I honestly must say that they all look amazing in that video—they’re literally gorgeous. i love. them. ok. just,,,i  bought both alt press pack and i’m both poor and emotional now ok (haahhaah this is very sad and very true)

also i’m sorry there’s a visible difference in effort i put in frank and the rest of the gang, hahhhahaa he was the first one i drew so please bear with me, yeah?<3

well in the end it’s just another day of dying/surviving bc of mcr right?! hahahaa

this is an overlay of gee & frankie that i’ve been drawing (two of them from the whole wip Danger Days mcr to be accurate).

in other words, this is what their child/children would have looked like in their early 30s if frerard had any

ahahahahha yup frerard has consumed me and i am omw to hell since years ago