My Nsl LiFe

I mean this is a book in which i fell in love with the serial killer….just like the name suggests it included all the events of kitty slaying away all those awful monster from earth…it all started with her dad but ended on a big note…but did she really stopped..not sure

Kinda predicted the stalker as the puzzle were clear…but when hen told about her trauma i genuinely felt bad…but dam when she told she lied i was like what tf…and the mic drop moment when kitty killed her too..not sure about a women killing her bf but the bf was not a saint too…ig she deserves it…not sure

And coming to charlie …i love how he is portrayed as a good person with his own flaws…he is not a saint but not a moster too…good thing to know when theres monsters like james there will be some ppl like charlie chambers tooo

And coming too our kitty….girl you made it seem too easy…but i guess all those men deserve it some way other…not going to support her actions but not going to condemn either

But when i got read kitty saying maybe hen is in one of those sausages i was like bro is that where all the dead ppl going….into a sausage😭?????

To get a recap i started art and its honestly feel great to restart. I am trying to focus on my health..lets just scream be positive so i can stay consistent …listening to kpop and watching old movies cuz recent once are blahhh

Oh and also thinking to start watch documentaries…n look up all the conspiracies n theories…just letting my curiosity stay alive…just watched maternal instinct and i was like whyyyyyy …for him????really????…gosh sometimes cases like this makes me feel more scared than a real ghost. I know it feels like i am judging on his body…but i don’t think i am a fan of his behaviour either…if only he had the courage to own up his shit and let her gone..a women n her baby would be alive…note the point a good women…not sure whom to blame…is it her fault all along…

It's 1.30 past midnight.....I completed the book....n i should say .....wowww....I thought the subtle art of not giving a fuck....nope....almost 350 pages....finished done n done......the twists .....I couldn't have guessed it if not the spoilers....it made me wonder if that's a good thing cuz it sort of changed my pov completely.... knowing what might happen felt off for the first time....I guess I will be joining those who say no spoilers i guess.....but beleive me when I say the silent patient will always be one of my reads.....it started amazing ...n ended amazing toooo.....but I would love to know what has gotten kathy n gabriel to cheat on the first place....gabrield seemed as an idol from Alicia pov...I thought it was due to her psychotic episodes of seeing someone but the thing is he cheated long before that.....I guess never judge a book by it's cover.....well kathy seems off from the beginning...I never liked her character....I thought she would cheat eventually....no wonder....

Coming to the main ones....I really feel sry for Alicia....it's not her fault her mom died....her mom sort of killed her physically n her father sort of killed her mentally.... can't imagine how her childhood have went...n in the midst of all of this she trusted n loved gabriel....but he betrayed her....I would love to know y Alicia was so affected of her father's death in detail maybe....it's little off....n theo...godddd this man had me....never expected this level of insanity from him.....I am not sure if I feel sry or pitty.....I know he didn't killed him...n he came to help her ...but he overdosed her n that made me feel bad about him....n the fuxking thing I hated in this whole damn book is that how he couldn't deal with his shit n chose to continue with kathy for whatever fucked up reasons....I wish he could love himself a little more....that's when I loved Alicia shooting her husband though it's not very great choice.... I wish she would rather choose herself tooo....

This was subtle as fuck. I completed it so fastly. I was at a very low face and this one was good as fuck. Good one for knowing when and what to give a fuck about. It reminded me not everything is deserving of your mental piece.

Ummm....I did it .. completed the book. New update i became a book girlie. I completed this book finally. It was good overall . 8/10 tops. I am not so info royal genre. But this one was good tho. Good story line and all. One time read. Well I ordered some more books so 🤭🤭🤭🤭

I officially am a corporate girlie now....I can't believe I made it. The dream of being independent, earning money, helping family, buying things I want, living a life full of freedom. And guess what I am living my dream.

Exactly a year back, today I found out I got selected for internship at Honeywell. At that time I thought it was a full time. Well a girl can dream. I was so happy my hard work paid off. Cut back 3 months after I joined the company. For whatever it's worth, I had the best time of my life in that 6 months. College to corporate was not easy, but it went better because of my harshi , for whom I will be always grateful for. Learnt a lot from the life there. Bnglr showed me a new life that I could never imagine. I will forever be grateful for that experience. I had the best and worst moments too. But these will be some of the main lessons I learnt there..

*stop Waiting for others ..do it...do it now...do it alone ...do it happy

* u disrespect ur body a lot... stop it...or it will be ur body's turn

*ur talks doesn't end well....everytime ...so try to speak less...n think more

*not everyone is ur frnd...not everyone is ur well-wishers....not everyone is kind

*check the food ...ur body will automatically heal

*People change...people come..people go...just learn the lesson they tell and move on

These will be some not all.

But then something most unexpected happened. I didn't got converted. I shattered. I cried. I broke. I came out of the city. A month went by will all the soreness. But one thing I got reminded then was family is the only constant. I will forever be grateful for them n the life they provided me. I came out the shit hole and did something unexpected. I went on a trip. I will forever be grateful that I choose to go to that trip than be sulking on the bed. I did the interview there and a lot happened which will be in my mind forever. But still thankful.

Then exactly next day to Vinayaka chavithi I got the confirmation that I got the job. A lot went by and I know I deserve everything. Happiness in everyway possible. Then another miracle ...it's hyd. I manifested the shit out to get the job in hyd or pune. Well destiny planned hyd.

I am so done with this crying era. But as a reminder I had grown a lot. Like the past 6 months were the best. I entered n enjoyed my beginning of adultiing. It was breathtaking and I would like to continue that. Did things that my nerdy side would have never expected and I don't regret anything. The good n bad. And then life happened. God thought of letting me into chaos of crumbles...cries n sorrows. I guess he was pretty pissed. One thing I really regret is trusting him too much more than I ever should. I was not an atheist but I limited my prayers beliefs everything. But due to certain friendships I got into this too deep. I shouldn't have. Now I blame everything on him n I just lost belief. I still trust him somewhere. Cuz that little girl in me did a lot of prayers to live the life she want n she believes he won't disappoint.

But then again life goes on. I sort of hate my office frnds. But slowly realized they were never meant to last. Cut off people I don't care about. Want to start new. Once I get the confirmation there's gonna be a whole reset. The best thing about life is we can reset whenever n however we choose. I love that I am pretty strong capable n not giving up. So here I am giving life another chance. Social media is really big part of my life n I wanna use it for good. Did some changes to all my accounts..still doing. Want to change some lifestyle too. Thought of waiting but just doing soft launch of good habits to my life. Ordered few books..still few things in my list. But one thing I learnt from past few days is

Life happens

Shitt happens

Everything n everyone is temporary

U r permanent..ur mindset is permanent

Love the peace...love the chaos

Being alone.. being mysterious is good

Not everyone should know everything

Be as mysterious as possible

Not all are ur friends

Be careful...be prepared..be happy...be proud..be good to urself

Best parents in the whole world

I am better than what I am last year with lots of stuff which I learnt through happiness and hardships...it was an incredible year...I got a lot ...I lost some too...but it was amazing overall... there's a lot more I need to learn ... and I am glad I learnt few this year...it was filled with memories for a lifetime...

Planning this 2025 to be amazing and well spent...I will be 21 ..I will be independent...I will be a lot mature ( I guess ) ...and a lot to happen...I am excited but also scared...but I trust myself..and I trust the og a lot more ...so

Thank you 2024 for everything... 🎀

I am not sure whom to talk...I believe this is destiny..but I need to thank for this destiny...Thanks to everyone who helped me through this...hope to be much happier for the next christmas...until then merry christmas 🎄🎁..

This is the vibe I am for the whole December...🎀

I started exercising from 2 days. It's not heavy but I want to start somewhere...I will slowly try to increase exercise and reduce junk...I am overweight..I can feel it...I didn't even realised but I am increasing weight...I would like to try my level best and try to balance my weight...

I also would like to do self care...I don't want to just reduce weight I want take care of my skin too...I want to heal all

I need to feel confident...that's my main focus... I need to feel fit and healthy...I want to dress up with whatever dress I like without feeling insecure...I will try my level best...hope I achieve atleast this time🎀