Wallflower

I believed in his Love for me most of all, but how quickly he chose another to love. Yet all this time there hasn't been a day where my heart does not ache for him. How insane of me to have believed in the way his gaze upon me made me feel or the way his touch spoke to me. -@mynameis1989

Endless sleepless nights with nothing but the sound of this loneliness that grows in me. The past few days have felt so cold. I had hope the new season would bloom new flowers in my hair, instead they wither and fall right in front of me the moment I reach out for them. I love life. I do. So how many more summers will feel like winter, When will Spring bring back the love I’ve lost. I once hated the warm touch of another and now that’s all I desire, to be in the company of a sincere embrace, one that will stay if at least for a minute. I want to close my eyes, I want to rest, i want the sound of loneliness to be filled with laughter, and For my vain attempts at smiling thruthfully to be wholehearted. I can’t seem to keep writing at the moment, for now I finally feel a slumber over me… Until another sleepless night, @MyNameIs1989

Cruel melancholy, I only know how to sing when my heart is aching.