Mymindinscript

I take a sharp breath in. The smell of nature fills my nose and enters my body. Breezes so cold like a distant star in the night sky sway on my skin. I can hear my own cursed drum beat louder than ever it pumps fear instead of blood. My mouth is open and an unknown taste glides on my stinging tongue. I open my shaky hands put my two fingers on my lips they feel sandy i sweep my hand and felt all over my face until my fingers slid. I slowly opened my eyes. When did I walk into the woods. When did I get here, how long have i been here? Hours or days. Im so tired. My vision is hazy but my body can see them. They are all around me, so many just standing baring tall and damned still here for eternity. They are looking back at me as if i am too one of them just watching me silently but theres something behind all those wicked eyes that are taunting me i know. My misery is present for eternity. I could try to run but only leave through a door that i will enter again. I move my aching body heavily through fallen leaves i moved until i too became a fallen leaf on the ground. I blinked my eyes. I breathe in and out desperately. Trees. So many trees. When did i walk into the woods. Hours. How long have i been here. Hours. Days. Im so tired. The trees are watching me.

In my dreams of dreams you still seem to be a dream. Bliss so unreal you must be what i think you are, this state a dream meant to be but i think no. There are no morals here when i close my eyes and i see lights wildly strike. Im here. Your ribs enclose my heart, my love. It is my heart that stops when you appear in my mind. I open my eyes to see the white of the clouds that surround me and caress my skin. I look up to see my Silver Moon it is whole tonight the amethyst ring shining brighter then ever while the stars of all colors light the lavender sky some stars dance while others are just electrified. I feel so tired until i take in the scent of the lavenders and make my way over to The Cosmic Crystal Lake. I look at my reflection the stars all look purple in the lake's hues and my golden skin looks eccentric my salty silver hair ripple in the waters and hugs my hips. I look at how my curves show in my white long dress whipping in the shimming wind. I sat down into the lavenders that enjoy their being before their haven at The Cosmic Crystal Lake and run my hand through the water and see my reflection ripple away and come back i feel all the amethyst crystals and the power of cosmic love within dreams. I look into the water and looked into my starry big eyes until they shut. I laid my body onto the water and recycled my energy while time flew forward and backward. My eyes open being as still as time. Now it is time that seems to just begin yet again. Creatures Under The Blood Sun I awoke to see the brightness of the orange Blood Sun its richness of orange and red beam behind the stars making them blaze but my moon as still as ever shines with a silver laze. I spread my arms out and let my fingertips braise the waters. I began to rise from the lake. I ran through my day as they are always but today under the Blood Sun i came across a creature that I have never seen in my domain. As i walk toward the unknown glazing at its shell i feel its heart inside. I lay down next to it to see up close and run my finger tip down its back. This creature with four legs two claws and a tail like no other i have seen. Its tail would curl up behind its back and hiss above it head. My, my your a creature that my eyes have never laid on but my heart bleeds for you are in my domain so i love you. I picked up this creature that laid under the Blood Sun and l placed it on my chest. I look into the eyes and saw a depth, receive my love i say. But then my ribs starts to bleed for this creature under the Blood Sun has stung me with its tail, the tail that curls over it head. I got up to make my way towards The Crystal Cosmic Lake to retrieve energy. I transcend and transcend until i could only run. I look up at My Silver Moon and find that it is shining dull, this could not be. I continued to run with my dress torn and scattered just as my vision. I stop and dropped down on my hands and knees. A fog started to surround me. I start to breathe again when i look down at my chest i see i have consumed something. I keep breathing till i catch my breath then the fog clears. I look up at my Silver Moon then look over to The Blood Sun that beams and almost blinds me. When my vision clears i see that yet another unknown creature is having its being here in my domain under The Blood Sun.

If your right here than why are we worlds apart? The other half of me you were destined to be yet where is your scent. Your presence is unknown to this realm. How is it that i suffice while you shatter just past the sight ? There are so many questions i would ask the fruit of the tree. Looking deep i am only seeing glances at the words of all that has existed then and now. I have never felt more alone i have never felt emotions so vividly loud and true. I want the minds we had when we were pure when i laughed until my ribs soften to the voice that expels from your lips. Im just trying to make sense as i go cause nothing is nothing, everything is everything, and nothing and everything is just so. When you rode by me it was creation our minds being one. It hurts. With you i was all gold to the eyesight to all beings with a lit heart beat. Like a sun traveling to the corona we rode high. My majestic are all gone. Im starting to feel human and it hurts. I remember and i want to go back through the darkness with you close and feel the rain while im under i see the shadows. "Keep it close.. Stay gold" you said as i stepped in dust. "They are coming for us... Stay gold" i moved swiftly and quietly. The darkness came closer onto us. I thought of my world, our world nothing but light, everything shimmering everything exist in the light of gold. Then i thought of us and them were not that different. "Were almost there stay gold" you interrupted my thoughts then my mind went blank there was no preparation for what i was about to do, what i was about to do was going to be just so with every action there is a reaction. My action will be the breaker of chains.

Im ready to face you. Looking into the eyes of fear. I see myself, a mirror never lies. I see what they see in your eyes. Those eyes gleam in the darkness like nothing. Shun me not, you do say. But im ready to face you. I have control, for you are me. Im sad to say you are my worse creation. Do you have any last words, Before you cease to your exit. Silence. Tell me again how you said i couldn't. Tell me again how you said i could do only what abides by you. I silence you now. The table have turned and now you face to see me... Standing tall with my weapon. Before i was quiet and shivered while... You stormed and i hide in shelter Look at my weapon against you, Not only is this a sword made of steel but of hope, love and confidence. Today is the day you will cease to exist, never will you make me turn away, from my dreams, never will you hold my tongue. At last these chains will break from me. Say your say last words.

A gentlemen in a gentle suit you would think he is, but not everyone knows. you see a dark in his eyes but the gleam overshadows it. The morning he put on his suit and tucked in his shirt, and straighten his tie he looked into the mirror and smurked. His mind was always blank his body was his mind. As he walked through the streets i was the only one who saw his walk a wicked walk his body shaped in the pits or tortus, like a shadow is what i saw when i saw when i looked at him. I stand at the corner of the street and see him about to walk my way. As he swiftly passed by me i felt the coldest chill his presence close to me corrupt me as i breathe in the air where he exhales. I caught a glimpse of his eyes then is when he melt my soul he did the same wicked smirk, and my heart nearly jumped. When the sun was on the horizon and the air was dense and thick. I saw him shirt tucked in but his jacket off. He made his way to the tavern and so did I. My eyes following him turning slowly. Theres something in the air a dust that roamed from the tortus and made its way here gravitating towards the gentlemen that was once in a suit. He sat down at the bar and casually sipped his whiskey. His not getting dizzy theres no alternating his true nature. He look around his eyes a puzzle that i see solve itself. The music played loud everyone having a good time. Then is the faintest second he in the fasted time he got from his pocket the weapon of no despair and he stabbed the guy next to him once he was smiling and now his mouth leaked blood, not his own blood but the blood now which the gentlemen owes. His face was bland. What he did had not amused him. The most horrid scream trapped in a cage that no one thinks they would ever let out was unleashed. This evil man was wearing the skin of a gentlemen.

Theres no escaping the stench of room 109. Oh how i found a new deep appreciate to the air i used to breathe. Beyond horror and insidious this room is. How has it come to this.? Rotten bones and screaming stilled skulls enclose me into a jagged shape. The hell i suppose i stand on feels like i am falling or be sucking in. All the blood has been drained from my body I’m still clinging on to my humanity although i do not know is that exist in this place. I look down this will be the last sight my eyes ever see.