I haven't done one of these in so long. I miss you. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I keep looking at those things you said months ago? Are they still true? It scares me to think about it. I know it's unfair. You're older than me. You have a completely different life that I'm not a part of. It would just take a couple blocks for you to never speak to me again. I don't want to lose you. Do you still plan on it? Do I even want to hear your answer? What is the future even going to look like? im so scared. i don't want to lose you. i sound like a child. what about next year? when you're 18? then what? it won't matter if you move. will we just slowly stop texting? will you do it? block me? im scared. i can't lose you too