MyKindaCrazy

If tonight I disappeared?

Would anyone chase me

And say the words that I need to hear?

That I'm no burden

Not so worthless

Bent so much that I just might break

All-consuming

So confusing

The questions that keep me awake

Would anyone care, would anyone cry

If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?

Would anything change, would you all be just fine?

'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight

It just might save my life

being delicate.

as a girl,

I was taught

to be sweet,

to be dainty,

to fold into myself

until I was nothing

more than crumpled paper.

this is my unfolding.

I will use gunpowder

to set my makeup

and gasoline

as my perfume.

next time you try to

burn me at the stake,

I will burn back.

I will start a fire

you cannot control.”

But hell sometimes love just ain't enough

So hello teardrops, hello empty space,

Hello memories, hello love we used to make,

Hello Jesus won't you help me through the night,

Hello tomorrow, hello goodbye.”

I'm thinking about everything I shouldn't be thinking about

You're playing with my mind, baby ain't no doubt

I'm thinking about everything I shouldn't be thinking about

You're everything I shouldn't be thinking about

Well it hurts to say,

I'm gonna pack up my bags

And I'm gonna go away

I'm gonna split

I can't stand it

I'm gonna give it up and quit

Ain't never comin' back

Girl but before I get to go and I got to say

I know you used to love me

But that was yesterday

And the truth I won't fight it

When the love starts burnin' you got to do what's right

Whoa lover, lover, lover,

You don't treat me no good no more

Whoa lover, lover, lover,

You don't treat me no good no more

That I can do anything

Yet other times I think

I've got nothing good to bring

But you look at my heart and you tell me

That I've got all you seek

And it's easy to believe

Even though

I got a couple dents in my fender

Got a couple rips in my jeans

Try to fit the pieces together

But perfection is my enemy

On my own I'm so clumsy

But on your shoulders I can see

Hello sunset, hello Jackson county line,

Hello radio don't play that song tonight,

Hello freedom, hello goodbye.

For shelter and affection

That she never found at home

She is searching

For a hero to ride in

To ride in and save the day

And then walks in her prince charming

And he knows just what to say

Momentary lapse of reason

And she gives herself away