// i just look pathetic now //

I can’t stand the thought of you sleeping next to her at night where I used to be. I can’t stand the though of you touching her skin the way you touched mine. I can’t stand the thought that you don’t love me anymore. Why can’t you just come home to me? I love you more than anything. I’ve worked so hard to be so close to you just to have it blow up in my face again. Please come back. I need you to keep me safe and sane. You are everything to me. I love you.

Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.

I love you but you hurt me a lot

“It always shocked me when I realized that I wasn’t the only person in the world who thought and felt such strange and awful things.”

It’s all memories now, and distance.