Imperfect.

Disclaimer:

THIS IS A SAFE PLACE FOR ME TO POST ABOUT MY STRUGGLES WITH WEIGHT, CALORIES, TOXIC RELATIONSHIP WITH FOOD, MY GARBAGE SELF IMAGE IF I REBLOG SOMETHING ITS BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I CAN RELATE TO IT IM PRO TO MYSELF AND RESPECT OTHER'S WISHES TO DO WHAT THEY WANT WITH THEIR LIVES AND IF I SEE A POST WITH SOMEBODY REACHING THEIR PERSONAL GOALS OF COURSE IM GOING TO CONGRATULATE THEM. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN FATSPO, BODY SHAMING REAL LIFE ACTUAL PEOPLE ISN'T OK! I LOVE BEFORE AND AFTER BECAUSE ITS BRAVE AS FUCK TO POST. THAT DESERVES RESPECT!

I'VE SUFFERED A GREAT NUMBER OF HORRIFIC THINGS IN MY LIFE INCLUDING JUST RECENTLY WHICH HAS HAD ME IN A SPIRAL I'M A DIVORCED (HOPEFULLY SOON) MOTHER OF FOUR, IM HERE IF YOU WANT TO CHAT IF YOUR IN RECOVERY MY SAFE SPACE ISN'T A GOOD PLACE FOR YOU.

ID PREFER MOST OF MY INTERACTIONS TO BE WITH ADULTS (18YRS+) I DON'T CARE IF YOU IDENTIFY AS A STUFFED RABBIT. YOUR VALID, YOUR IMPORTANT AND YOU MATTER.

About me:-recently edited

Firstly I'm a chronic pain sufferer heavily reliant on my wheelchair.. I have been reliant on my wheelchair for 10yrs. So the life goal I've chosen is not an easy one for me to achieve. I also suffer new injuries in my body from things like swimming, trying to get up two steps, rolling in bed. Im fragile.

For as long as I can remember I've struggled with everything to do with my body, weight and appearance. Every single time I look at my reflection I'm physically repulsed.

Now i do not even know who looks back at me when i look into those horrible things most people dont care about. Ewww mirrors.

I have anxiety every time I eat. There's no middle ground, and I freak out seeing calorie content.

I've set myself a goal for calorie intake each day based on my personal information I have done extensive research to try achieve my goals for many many years and working very hard to try stay in that limit or close to and adjust as required, it's a bit of trial and error, coming back on the uphill battle but consistency is what gets me through even on the days that are hard as fk. I do not now nor ever claim to be well informed, my knowledge is toxic, and I know enough for me nothing else. Dont ask for advice i cannot give out.

I look disgusting, I weigh a disgusting amount imo and I need to do everything I can to loose more weight, so much weight, all the weight. I'm not comfortable with posting HW, LW, SW, CW, GW, or UGW but I will post that my next weight loss goal is to loose 5kg, and take it from there.. baby steps.

I'm pro for me, but u do you boo, as long as no one is harming others, spreading hate or being a disgusting creep just live your best life, if you don't like what your reading or that you're seeing this, this is the wrong place for you to be, don't hesitate to block me I do not post anything to intentionally trigger others, this is as I've stated my safe place and literally my only outlet for myself. Thanks for stopping by if you're not down with my feed I wish you all the best.👌

I've reached 4 of my GW's, one of these days I will reach my next goal, and move on to the next, and so on an so forth. I'm trying very hard and I CANNOT look back and most definitely CANNOT put anymore weight on I can't take another blow to my mental health.

Happy to answer DM's and asks.

Peace! ✌️