tujhko dekh kar aankhen muskuraane lagti hai;

Hi, everyone! I hope everything is good with you who is reading this at the moment. I have been getting a lot of messages, but haven't got the oppurtunity to reply. So therefore, I decided to make a separate post which can explain everything. I haven't able to keep up and update for the past months, which I had decided to do from the beginning. Instead, I also quit watching IPKKND at the end, because I didn't feel it ended the way the storyline should have developed the way it started. Still, this was one really special ride with the serial and all of you. I am really thankful for all the love I got from so many of you, but saddly I'll have to say that I won't be updating on this site anymore. As much as I feel and want to update about stuff, and all the other serials I have been watching all this while. I feel it is much more important to do stuff that really deserve more importance. Being out with your friends, go out to take a cup of coffee or for a walk is much more beneficial for yourself and your soul. I am also thankful for many challenges I faced while running this site. Thank you everyone, and goodbye. - Smile, and be loved. Take care of yourself. 'Nikki

How are you supposed to react when you find out the reason you felt living again is also the reason for why your world once shattered to million pieces? How are you going to get yourself together, when you finally felt love after such a long time, and that feels limited after just one sentence? How hard must it be to get to know that the person you cherish and love the most and have finally opened your heart too is also somehow the reason for why you closed the doors of your heart once upon a time? How dying must that feeling be to know that the person you did so much for and which became your world is nowhere to be found on the day when your love is put on test? How much of pain can one person take for just the sake of one person? How devastating must it be to just wait and wait, when everybody around you is telling that he might not be coming? How frustrating must it be to finally collapse and hundred of thoughts arriving from every part you never knew questioning your belief and love? What if he doesn't come? What if he doesn't? What will happen? How is she supposed to react? But still - she choses to believe. She believes, that he will come. She will get mad, she might not talk to him and even not look at him. But she believes. She believes - in her man, her love, those promises for the rest of her life, for her dear life - that the love of her life will come.

After such a long time, I finally got myself to write something today. Even though many of the episodes have been really good lately, todays felt overwhelming good. I must say hats off to all the actors! Yes, todays episode was sad - but it was full of emotions. Recently I haven't been feeling anything by watching the episodes, which I used to do. But the way Khushi was expressing her pain today, the trust in her man - what she believed in totally got me over. HATS OFF TO SANAYA!

Spoilers for 10th - 13th September: PART 1 PART 2