Growing Girl Poetry

I am in a healthy committed relationship.

We communicate wonderfully, share like ideas, styles,goals, drive, determination.

I am close to my partner we are best friends

We don't keep secrets from each other

We are honest and very caring to one another

our sexual life is thriving beyond words, we please each other in every way possible

Physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally

we are bot deeply in love with one another

Both faithful and loving

We love to be around each other

We make an amazing team together

We are always striving on ways to surprise, support and keep our relationship thriving every area

-Give thanks, pray, set intentions for the day.

-Exercise, move my body

I am a leader and a boss.

I have limitless work freedom.

I am financially stable beyond measures.

My family and I own several houses and land.

I am very knowledgable about investments strategies of all sorts.

I have several profitable investments.

I am very very wealthy.

I want for nothing.

I have everything I want and need.

I am truly blessed, and striving to achieve more, help my community, and educate those willing to learn.

I run a well organized community facility that helps families , provide holistic healing, and learning material for all.

My partner and I have several streams of income flowing from our properties, trading, learning center, and several other investments.

My partner and I drive nice lavish luxurious vehicles and give back to our people.

Our homes are lavish and luxurious and extremely spacious as well, all we ever dreamed of.

We are grateful and thriving .

I am a teacher , provider, caregiver, nurturer and pillar of my household.

I pour love knowledge, care, & compassion into my children ,and partner.

I am constantly working on ways to better my family.

We are strong, united, blessed and thriving in all we do.

We are healthy, and manifest fruitful things at will.

Our bond id strong and secure.

We have everything we need and more,

We are safe, protected , wealthy and full of love and joy.

I love my family with all my heart, soul, mind, and body.

I am beautiful inside and out.

I love me and everything about me.

I will not allow anyone to hurt, use or abuse me in any way.

My life is sacred, I have a purpose.

I am seeking to reach my highest vibration and let my light shine through my day to day actions and encounters.

I am surrounded by love and protected by the most high.

I am truly blessed beyond measure.

I am so grateful for everything in my life.

The universe loves me.

I am abundant in everything I do.

I am chosen.

I love my life.

I rebuke all negative entities that try to come against .

Each day I am getting closer to my destiny.

I will not allow fear to control my life.

I override fear as soon as it tries to prep in.

I am consistent in all that I do, and I get results.

I treat my body as a temple, filling myself with all things good and pure.

I accept and love everything about myself.

Everyday I am working to become a multi millionaire.

I am maintaining each of my businesses that I've started.

I am a BOSS and ALL my businesses are thriving.

Everyday several times a day I express my gratitude to the universe.

I do not involve myself in toxic situations people or behaviors.

I am seeking a higher level of awareness and knowledge each day .

I do not allow others actions control my emotions.

I exude positive energy at all times.

I am worthy of all good things the universe has to offer me.

I accept each blessing headed my way!

When someone ask "how are you doing" we are so conditioned to say "I'm good". Knowing damn well you feel like a bowl of shit.

Well good thing no one asked me, because while im grateful, thankful and all those things. I still feel hella crazy inside.

My question is when does radiating high stop being such a task?When will it just flow? Become first nature like breathing ..

everyday I don't know who I may be, but no matter how I feel some time out of my day. I will have to fake my emotion or put up a facade. Im still learning. I try to remain as present as I can because that's the only thing that truly exists.

Its becoming easier but its still challenging changing everything you were or weren't taught. Im learning so much everyday, all I seem to do is talk to myself.

You got me up and going through it

Can't stop having visions of you still in. my mind

Dressing rewind going backhand fourth over all our good times

See me and you into each other like a pot of stew.

Simmering and marinating , enhancing each other while we elevating

Sprinkled with love that has a spice like cajun

man , our love we blazing passing it back to back

While its my turn your head in my lap

you make me weak, but yet so strong

Lies we all do, but you let those ;yes define you

carried through and tied to you

the life in your tongue

Which is what you use to spit those lies out like bullets from a gun

blat beat goes that tongue, gat blasting off at full speed

lies spewing every where , even trying to hit me

I duck and I run, I won't them lies hit me from your tongue

Running running damn I'm hit

Oops I forgot you was already sucking on my clit.

got me again, licking me up, filling me with sin

Move that weapon away from me

You ever been dick-ma-tized

And then you realize how much you loved it when he spread those thighs, buried his head in between your legs.. only thing you can grab is the bed.

But you chose to grab his head instead and push his face deeper and show him your a real skeeter

After that first one its time to bring out the big guns and ride this wave...

Grabbing my hair slapping my ass, while you misbehave and label me as your sex slave.

You push it in deeper and my knees get weaker, loving so loudest like I'm sexing top of a speaker.

When I wrote, I was happy no matter who was around. Releasing all my feelings on this page. I didn't have to make a sound

Express myself the way I know best. Pen and paper never put me to the test. But always challenged me to use my witty vocabulary.. seeing those who hate

Makes me wanna pursue great thongs to make all the angels in heaven sing.

Got me gone off that long strong can't do you wrong.

King Kong slong

High as shit waiting and anticipating when I'm gonna ride that dick. Oh yes baby you super thick. Love it when we kissing

Damn its that dick you keep on giving. Got me stuck in a trans

You got me up and going through it ,can't stop having visions of you

Still in my mind, pressing rewind, going back and fourth over all our good times

See

Me and you was into each other like a pot of stew

Simmering and marinating , enhancing each other while we brew

Sprinkled with love that got a spice like cajun, man I love hen we blazing

Passing it back to back, while its my turn , your head in my lap

Lies we all do, but you let those lies defy you.

Carried through and tied to the life in your tongue

Which is what you use to spit them lies out like bullets from a gun

BLAT BLAT goes that tongue

Gatt blasting off at full speed, lies spewing everywhere

they're trying to hit me

I duck and I run I won't let those lies hit me that unleashed from your tongue

Running and running damn I'm hit

Oops I forgot you were already sucking on my clit

got me again

licking me up..up with lies and sin

I was weak and I folded. Didn't give that a chance to get molded.

And now I've been scolded by guilt and regret. I did far from my very best.

I was put to a test and yes I failed.

Only then did it lift up my vail, to see the beauty that was growing in me. but I turned it away

And in my heart this regret will stay. Until the will is done