My only enemy is me

http://grandenchanterfiona.tumblr.com/post/125317475373/kermit-the-frog-voice-sweet-mother-sweet

But everytime id say anything that wasn’t in the script of who you wanted me to be, positive. Not angry, not mad, not unsure, not frustrated or hurt. Just a happy ray of sunshine and positive. I couldn’t say anything. I can’t be anything . You still think I somehow hold the power when you’re the one holding both the gas and the light. And all I do is say something other than happy rays and sunshines and beg for it not to be a fight but it always is, you have your boxing gloves ready and you’re out to do damage and cry that your hands hurt when it hit my soul.

me always

any decisions you made in the past were made with the knowledge you had then, not the knowledge you have now - please try your best to be kind to that version of yourself, and to yourself now