ko/koiphi | 21 | Blk | AuSys | Not NSFW but still 18+ minors dni... | TWs in each post. I DO NOT WANT TO INTERACT OR FOLLOW PROSHIPPERS/INCEST/LOLISHO WE ARE NOOTTT THE SAME NIGGA!!!
Hi hi! Im Ko/Mephi, or Ko/Koiphi for short! I am a blk queeer 21 year old fanfic writer/avid reader of whump, angst, all things hurt and very many things comfort... If i want to see comfort that is. I also love psychological horror and usually prefer to write psychological and physical whump, as these are usually how I cope with the... The.. The hoorrors... Ohbgofd.... The hororr...ss. s...
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Im a very picky ass person when it comes to my fics, especially Whump so here is my ultra picky list of what i like.
Prefacing by saying, this is my own taste, my reasons for liking whump is to cope with my physical abuse i have went through and the effects afterwards. That helps me process and project those things onto very specific characters. I dont read outside of specific fandoms, and even in those fandoms I only enjoy stories centric to ONE specific character. nothing else, no one else 💀. I do not view my taste for whump as a kink or a fetish. I do not appreciate those assumptions either. I literally only read it because unfortunately for like... the formative years of my life, pain is all I have ever known and am the most familiar with. This is also why I am so particular because it can either be triggering or just straight up something i dont want to read. Most of what I wont read is because I am viewing it as a black person and i know this is a common thing black ppl go through/have historically been subjagated too and a lot of it borders tropes that stem from racism. Anyway!!! LIST TIME
Will Read
-Head Injury/Concussions (bonus points if it induces delirium, because im constamtly delirious)
-Emphasizimg delirium/hallucinations
-Emotional/Physical Trauma Based fics (both Recovery centric and Hurt No Comfort are fine)
-Psychological Horror and maybe torment? I am tormented. Thus the characters i like shall be tormented to. GET HORRORS. GET THEM. NOW.
-I looove sickfics, i loooveee when character B is so dotinggg to character A #iwantthat, I love when character A is determined to say they are fine to avoid confrontation #idothat i love parental sickfics, i love when being sonsick it changes how the character acts because they cant help it wehhhh IT MAKES ME SO SADIJEJRKDIW (ahem. Anyways. I just will always be a sucker for sickfics)
-stab wound, deep wounds
-bleeding/blood loss (bonus points for delirium!)
-Descent to madness/Mental Spirals
-Not brainwashing per se, but the idea of a person not being in control of what they are doing, either through outside influence or dissiocation. Can. Can yiu tell i have did... Bonus if its like an Alter Ego/'Negative' version of the character but that is rare for me to find in fics (in canon medias tho... yayyy)
-not in a kink way or sexual way but, restrained/restraining a character, especially if its for their own good and this is solely because i like it when character B intervenes in some way to either stop it or be reassuring (this stems from the fact that I was restrained a LOT as an autistic kid! #yaymylife!)
-Experiments/Fantasful Lab Experimentation, maybe living weapon trope, because it highlights the isolation from prior and then highlights recovering amd healing from it. Bonus point if the character in recovery is threatened with the idea of havimh to return and caretaker reassuring them. Butnim also very particular on who i read it about for fan works. I have a few ocs for this.
-Possession, specifically in a fantasful/religious sense but I havent really read any fanfics I like that cover it andnits hard to find for me at least.
-Tight spaces/Confined to a tight space, both as either hiding spaces (hey man me too!) or as some kind of punishment (ehhh only twice has this occured to me that i remember) Bonuspoints all the way if when character b finds them anf they are so damn relieved or character b has to coax them out.
-I dont mind unserious/crack whumpfics actually!! LMFAO!!!
-IMPALED. Olaf was my goat
Will Avoid/Thin Ice
-Poisioning/Withering, especially if its slow/has a really gooooood build up. And then the realization. OH ITS ACTUALLY FINE IF ITS SUDDEN TOO. IN FACT THATS COOL. IT JUST HAS TO HAVE A HAPPY END
-Exhaustion/Magical Exhaustion
-Loss of powers/loss of control of said powers🤤
-Sexual Trauma Fics (even if recovery centric, i avoid that stuff as its triggering)
-Depending on context maybe wound fucking (i solely hate the word/term for it) but I never really seek it out, but if its in a non sexual way and presented pretty well, okay maybe
-Nausea/Throwing up stuff is on thin ice. It works when it works (like in sickfics, poisonings, concussion fics, and its like. Maybe ones or twice) and when it doesnt its.... Kinda icky??? Im guilty of making myself sick with this too
-Emotional Whump. Sorry man. Im not here to process emotions right now. I DO THAT IN THERAPY
-I avoid a lot of things about smoking and recreational drug usage, especially if its extremely out of character. I hate smoking period and its hard to find fics that have drugs in them without them either demonizing the substances, actually writing the effects and portraying how the substance ACTUALLY works, and do not treat it unseriously. Maybe Ill read the occassional fic about a character smoking weed (cus, I smoke weed) but if theres one thing i dislike, Ill scroll away and jusg not read it.
-Nothing against gory fics, Im just trying to be better at not looking at gory/gore adjacent content, as I had a problem with being addicted to it when I was 13-16. Im ✨better now✨. I do write gory fics but wont ever really post them or share them, because they are usually written from me venting.
-Trying to avoid ED fics, but there has been two I enjoyed. I just cant read them right now. I. I have... I have multiple things wrong with me.
-I dont mind one and done fics that focus on kidnapping and that torture tbh, because i love the rescuing parts. Its only when its rlly dragged out, turned sexual, or turns into a trafficking fic that ill stop reading.
-I personally like reading in the perspective of the whumpee so very rarely do i read or write from other point of views, but I dont mind reading them depending on execution.
-i try not to read a lot of graphic amd gratitously whumpy fics that feature non white/especially black characters, solely because I noticed people tend to be farrrr more torturous and crueler to those characters, putting them in extremely awful sitauations, some that are exclusive to their race. It is why I stopped reading Langst (even though I never watched Voltron). Each time there is a fic with two whumpees and ones white, ones not, it either gets very stereotypy or very clear that the blk character HAS to suffer the most. There have been a only two fics I read that DONT do that. i also knownthat, unless stayed explictly theres no real way of knowung an author or writer is black or not online, so Im. Just not gonna read it or if its stated explicitly i will MAYBE MAYBE read it.
Will Never Read That
-I hate RPF/Live Action. I project onto like 8 different canon characters (2 of which are in my system). All my other stuff is OC or Cartoon/Anime content and its solely because I can just make my headcanons MY canon. I cant do that with live action/RPF because these are still people/actors and I would feel bad about that.
-I hate sexually explicit material, including smut, kink works, and everything else in that category. If its fade to black okay yay, as long as I dont have to read about that stuff. Guess whos sex repulsed!!!!
-I hate Sexually exploitative material, including fics that revolve around incest, rape, sexual abuse, zoophilia, pedophilia, and more. I do not want to read that. Recovery content is extremely rare to find, at least in my fandoms, but even then I don't read them. I have only ever read one fic that actually captures how horrifying and traumatizing it is to be a victim of these things and I did like it, but I read it because I did not read the tags thoroughly 💔 (though the author was not graphic in those descriptions and put down constant trigger warnings which i appreciated greatly and chose to continue reading).
-I hate piss or pee or anythimg about its.... its just gross. I used to read this one author but then they started writing a lot about pee in their fics so i had to really stop reading everything from them because... gag. I can smell it thru the screen UGH! Anything bodily
-I will prolly never read human art/human doll/human is a fucking chair now, stuff. Solely because it makes me uncomfortable or i dont care. Esoecially human art maybe I just dont get it, but literal objectifiaction for me never sits right with me. Its also because I am black and objectification is something black people have been through and i feel weirded out by reading it.
-That being said I also hate whipping!!! LIKE ESPECIALLY WITH REAL WHIPS/DEPICTIONS OF WHIPS, DONT GET ME STARTED. I SOLELY THINK ESPECIALLY WHITE/NON BLACK AUTHORS SHOULDNT BE WRITING ABT IT. I also know because whump tends to be very psuedo bdsm or has hints of bdsm (which, I FULLY DONT MIND), there are some of these things that are just. Babys untagged non sexual kink!! And a lotnof these kinks are rooted in racism!!! Why are we writing about whipping!! Dont even be like 'its just fiction' whips were literally made to abuse and hurt slaves, ESPECIALLY black slaves. That I will not read!!
- For those reasons too, I wont read about anything tagged as spanking, trafficking, slavery, etc! In fact, Ill just kill myself!!! These are things black ppl have been historically subjagated too and still subjugated to, so I will jot be reading about it, especially when I know its not coming from a black perspective.
- Medical malpractice. Thats so mean. And see above!
-I dont hate Major Character Death, I just dont care for it. i have yet to find a MCD fic that has the death and it actually made me go 'wow... what an amazingly sad story.' I kinda just go 'bruh HOW DID ___ KILL THEM" if its not too realistic BUT THEN AGAIN WHUMP ISNT MESNT TI BE.. IMJUST PICKY SIGH IM SORRY.
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@panic-at-the-aromantic hi! So!!!! do not vague post me. I am allowed to feel uncomfortable about topics!!! the same you may indulge in your shit, right? Right. Dont do this shit with me 💔 just block me next time 🩷🩷🩷🩷 😇 respect that i say do not interavt or follow. This includes vague posts. I always find out 😇