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Us bc we have cool mutuals !!

We don't like them for. Several reasons

- tracing and making excuses for it

- then said they talked and apologized for it "publicly" when the only place they did it on is their fucking discord server

(which even the ppl on their discord didn't know they did apparently)

- the number name thing (will go into detail if asked)

- "supporting delusions" being on their dni (will go into detail if asked)

- they think they own the color pallet they typically use and are associated with

- they say that people that are inspired by their emotes and art are stealing instead of . Being inspired by their emotes and art.

[ PT ; being inspired by their emotes and art ]

( You can have your own boundaries and that's great but there's a clear difference between the two )

- responding to certain discourse involving them that sounds absolutely made up and not the ones that have large amounts of evidence and people backing it up

- they said "Endos cannot silence or hurt us anymore than we let them." Which is not true at all??? Not as big of a gripe but like. Dude???? No???? Like. The people making our lives worse, oppressing us, and spreading misinformation on masa aren't going to stop just because we ignore them or stop listening to them. This is not a problem you can just solve by not giving them attention.

- they blame people hating them on ableism and "stirring up anger in lots of people" instead of the SEVERAL valid criticism and complaints people have against them

And this one is baseless but I'm pretty sure I remember their community / followers have harassed other creators in the past due to drama, most likely multiple times which is not okay.

- I did not trace anything. I've posted many explanations on this, and it was months back. I have apologized both on my tumblr and on my discord and explained that due to synesthesia and amnesia, we've had issues accidentally internalizing others art and redrawing it while thinking it is original, or referencing things too harshly. We have not been secretive about this and have taken down the art that was to close to other's for comfort from our discord. We don't deserve forgiveness, but holding an issue we've solved and heavily worked on isn't fair. It was not on purpose. We are against art theft.

- As a victim of a cult and number programming, I am completely and wholly entitled to my own boundaries, opinions and voice on the matter of non-number name programmed people using number names. I will uphold these beliefs regardless of whether you like them or not. That is not a fair reason to dislike us.

- Yes. We ask those who feed into delusions and support "IRLs" to dni. We will not take part in encouraging delusions. The IRL community pushes ableist information about delusions, how they work, and how harmful they are. As a delusional individual, we are allowed to avoid this community!

- We have never claimed to own the colour pallet of blue and white and have given people permission many times when asked. You don't even need to ask us! It becomes an issue when you not only use the same colour palette but also proceed to be inspired by other details in our art. If people can confuse your emotes for ours because they look so similar, there is a problem. We are not comfortable being referenced or used as a base for others art. That has been a clear boundary from day one that we are regularly attacked on. We should not have to let others step over our boundaries just to keep the peace. There is a difference between inspiration and copying, and many don't know where the line is. We do not lunge at every similar artist; we take it to our friends and staff so that they can help us identify if there's an actual issue or not.

- Lots of the discourse around us does sound made up with how ridiculous it is, I agree! However the "real" discourse you're referencing is not ever brought to our attention. Instead of maturely speaking to us and helping us understand issues so that we can better ourselves, we either see black and white misinformation (much like this post!) spread around or just straight bullshit. That is unfortunately the trend with the emoji community, it's just one big game of telephone. Most rumors surface from members we've banned from our discord server for being shitty people.

- I apologize for that wording. Endos are a constant issue and we have said that many, many, many times. My point was that it's better to block any that attempt to harass you rather than interact back, since from personal experience, they don't listen and will continue to try to get under your skin.

- Again, people don't tell us. We hear it from vague hate-based posts. Most from pro endos, banned members who are literally completely strewing what happened, or people who are in contact with figures who have harmed us. Barely anything is brought to us legitimately despite the fact my boyfriend has an entire tumblr account dedicated to seeking communication & resolving issues related to us.

- Yes, that is baseless. I have never encouraged harassment and always strived to keep those who have hurt me away & forgotten. I have specified it STRONGLY in every "call out" post I've made. I only make those posts if I see it absolutely needed to warn people for their safety. I, however, have received a shit ton of death threats, fake IP scares & hateful speech in my inbox and discord from alt accounts due to the shit this community pushes about me.

If you don't like me, that is completely and wholly okay. You don't have to. I have issues, like every person, and don't always react the best to stress. I am a disordered individual with NO access to psychological help and there is a good chance I often harm people unknowingly! Either treat me like a human being and explain these things to me so that we can reach clarity and peace the best we can in this community, or leave me alone and leave my name out of your mouth in public spaces. This parasocial hatred of me is actually embarrassing. It's stressful and useless. It fixes nothing. I'm not a bad person just because I don't agree with you on everything.