havent been here in so long whats up guys

I dont know how people still manage to be friends with people from middle school and highschool and ngl i feel so left out bc im not friends with a lot of them now im not even friends w people from college anymore

I have this strong urge to play sims 3/sims 4, but i dont have a pc or gaming laptop so im thinking of buying a steam deck from my manager lol

Feeling like a white boy bc i wanna go to Japan so badly

btw my Bf is a graphic designer if anyone needs one pls hire him for freelance work… your dollars/euros/pounds mean a lot to us Btw. He specializes in branding and logos

being an only child is so confusing bc everyday youre facing the dilemma between separating yourself w ur parents bc of the things that they did or just have a normal relationship w them bc its their first time being a parent too. I wanna have compassion and patience for them but god things have been so hard lately

this week hasnt been easy at all. my family got doxxed (another unhinge thing that'll happen to you when u live in fuck ass indonesia #bruh get me out of here)

got a job interview at this globally known news outlet after Eid, my bf's office is also moving to a new building after eid. hope this is a signal to new and better opportunities for both of us