If you somehow read this.. I want you to know that I was so lost when we were together. I was down such a dark path and I know you were doing you’re best to help me out of it. I regret ever putting you through the pain and bullshit. I was able to find myself after you left me. It was September 9th of 2019. I wanted to reach out to you, and tell you I’m no longer that person anymore. I’ll never be that person again. I’m so happy for you, I truly love you and wish you the very best because you absolutely deserve it. I’ll have to live everyday knowing that I messed up at love. I wish we met later in life so you could of met the best version of me. I’m sorry for everything. There’s not one day that goes by that I don’t think about you.