musense

As my first weekend of officially playing for the church’s worship group, I have been met with God’s blessing. There was a special speaker on Friday night to celebrate the final vigil of the year and he gave has changed my life. And the past two days, my soul has been full of peace and joy.

So today I decided to go see some old friends and when I told my mother that I wasn’t going to go to church to see them, she got upset. And here is where I think sometimes I feel a stronger pressure from those in church than my other friends.

I have learned to say no to my other friends and they understand when I decide to give priority to God. But I have not seen these friends in a while, let alone have any social experiences in quite some time. I feel like I have been stuck in a lonely prison for the longest time and now that I have an opportunity to say hi, I am pushed into guilt by my own mother.

Is this fair? Is this supposed to happen? Am I truly disobeying and becoming less of a Christian because I decided to not go to a service on a Wednesday night to visit some friends?

I wish I could draw comics.

Star Wars 4K Backgrounds

People dream of being gazillionaires and curing cancer. Don’t get me wrong; I have big dreams like that too. But the biggest dream I hold closest to my heart is to be the best father ever.

I can’t wait to be a dad. I’ve been dreaming of having a family ever since I started college.

Find your peace. Everything will pass.

"We’re just tiny specks on a planet particle, hurling through the infinite blackness”

-Bill Watterson

Energy

is not created

or destroyed

only

transformed.

I

thought I had lost

the energy

inside me.

Never

have I felt

so

alive.

Ready

to begin

I have recently began to lose touch with almost all my close friends lately. I have been told that this is common when converting to a new religion.

Don’t get me wrong; I still talk to them. I still see them every once in a while. It’s just not the same as before.

We talk about the same things but the energy is different. I feel like I am more aware of the conversations than before and realize how much I forgot how to be myself.

I won’t share anything too specific but here is the general information you need to know, at least for now:

-I am studying Chemical Engineering (5th year)

-I live in the USA but not exactly

Hello everyone!

As an almost engineer and a recently converted Christian, I will be using this blog to speak about my experience with both science and faith, among other interests. I am very excited to begin writing for this blog so expect a good amount of content soon.