lily 🌷

- General Info 🌷

Name: Lily or Arlo idm

Sexuality: I genuinely don't know but I like women

Age: minor! (I'm not 8 dw)

- Interests and Things 🌱

Movies & TV: 9-1-1, 9-1-1 lone-star, shameless, the hunger games, the maze runner, leviticus, stranger things, the pitt

Games: stardew valley, subnautica, minecraft, slime rancher, the last of us, life is strange

Youtubers: ldshadowlady, bunch of friends, benoftheweek, kubzscouts, danny gonzalez, kurtis conner, vanillamace, flamingo

Music: olivia rodrigo, asha banks, beabadoobee, arctic monkeys, nirvana, chappell roan, paramore

- Important ⚠️

I have autism, ADHD and severe anxiety so pls don't DM me unless I know you irl!!

I sh and other things but I'll try not to talk about that here (warning tho bc I might)

- Links 💐

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10. Beau - Okay, maybe I'm biased because she's voiced by Ashely Johnson (Ellie William's vc) BUT I do love her personality!

9. Kopi - Her voice is so beautiful, and she is so sweet. Also apparently she's transgender so I love her even more!!

8. Prissy - Her design is veryy pretty! I especially love her realised form. Maybe she's a little weird, but she's so cute. I also love how she puts plants around your home!

7. Dolly - She is very popular, and for good reason! Her accent is so nice, and I love Lint Eastwood. Not the biggest fan of the bunny outfit, but I still love her anyway.

6. Zoey - Her story is really sad, but I adore the fact that shes a ghost! Quite different to the other characters, as most of them are either objects ot concepts.

5. Farya - She has one of my fav designs! Her hijab being bandages, oh my god! Her clipboard is also a bandaid! I really don't mind all the medical talk, I actually quite like it cause I'm interested in that sort of stuff.

4. Harper - She's overhated, although I don't really agree with her. Her design is another fav, with her hat being the lid and her backpack! Her and Dirk are similar, and I don't really think either are right.

3. Holly - She is ADORABLE. Maybe a little bit much, but that's okay! She overworks herself a lot, but I'm glad she stopped at least a bit in the end.

2. Penelope - Her design is my number one favourite! Her hair being black with blue and red scribbles like pens is insanely creative! Her skirt made out of paper, her calender made from sticky notes. Ugh, perfection. She's also so cute!

1. Dirk - Genuinely, nobody compares. First time I saw him... ohhh my god. He is SOOOOOOOOOOOO fine holy moly. Hear me out hear me OUT. I need him BADLY. (Not Clarence tho... hate him). I don't even care if hes toxic. His introduction line... Like omg. The girls that get it get it.

You don't know me? I have perfectly reasonable reasons for feeling uncomfy around most men.

One of my earliest experiences with a guy was when I was 6, and he showed me his penis... yeah.

Then, one of my first friendships with a guy, he had a huge crush on my friend (who I perchance liked) and so I got them together. Like a week later she dumped him and he went on a rant about how it was all my fault.

Then I met this guy who'd follow me and my friend around. Later on, he sent me a photo of porn. I still struggle to say his name, because saying it gives me a wave of anxiety.

And recently, I had this friend who I thought was cool, but then he stayed at my house for a week (he got kicked out but overstayed his welcome) and acted very strange towards me and my 10 year old sister. He made a joke acting as if she had a crush on him and wanted him (he is 16). He also made loads of sexual jokes, while also commenting on my appearance in a bad way and taking photos of me without consent. Then I found out he sent unsolicited photos of his dick to girls at his school.

Like for example, am I a lesbian, or am I uncomfortable around men because majority of them have treated me horribly?

Or... am I asexual or am I just deeply insecure and never want anyone to see my body?

I kinda mainly realised recently. My friends being openly asexual also have made me consider it more. I also considered it when I realised so many of my friends are having sex. Like woah, didn't know we were at the age to do that, guess I didn't get the memo.

I though I was a lesbian, but I didn't HATE the idea of being with a guy.cBasically my thought proccess was, yes, I'd date him, but the thought of having sex with him disgusts me.

I thought that was an only man thing... yeah no. Don't really want to have sex with a woman either.

So therefore, I think I am bisexual and asexual.

The only issue is... who wants to date someone who doesn't want to have sex?

The answer is, only other asexual people. Yes some people don't want to YET, but the key word is YET. What happens in the future when they're ready?

Some people say "you gotta try it first" NO WAY? Why would I try something I know I have zero desire to?

Only thing I have going for me is being bi, so yk, double the people.

if you could read it that would be amazing! In my opinion (because I wrote it) it's pretty funny. A kudos would be appreciated as well 🥹

(even if you dont watch life of luxury on YouTube u can still read it)

i was talking to my friend, and he made fun of beabadoobee. i didn't know about the situation, and since i love beabadoobees music i asked him. i was worried it'd be something bad, but then he told me.

she misunderstood a joke being made about her and thought it was an attack. she said something about hating men.

i would understand my friend hating on her if he didn't love and support many controversial male artists. these men talk about raping women in their songs, and most of the time they actually are rapists.

what debbie did was wrong, and horrible, and could've gotten matty in jail. i understand that of course, but defending matty is just weird.

matty is a 20 year old man who was friends with a 13 year old. yes he stated he wanted to just be friends, but he let her into his home and continued the friendship even though she obviously liked him.

he isn't in control of how she feels, only what he does about it, so allowing her to come over to his house and go to parties with him is problematic and weird and enables her crush on him. he also calls her pretty, which only makes her like him more.

he isn't some innocent little boy who wanted a friend, he has plenty of those. he is a grown man who likes to hang out with children.

we found like 30 cds of pearl jam, nirvana, custard and other bands!! luckily we have a cd player in our car.

we also found a couple vhs tapes but we have no way of using them :(

His personality is so insufferable. He also took callie to a house he broke into without letting her know while she's on PROBATION.

If someone did that to me I would break up with them immediately.