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Gothic Ghosts: Representation of Feminine Passion in Ann Radcliffe's The Mysteries of Udolpho
Michelle Landauer, PhD Student, University of Melbourne
Ann Radcliffe employs spectres to explore the difficulties inherent to the representation of feminine passion and identity in a male dominated culture. This is particularly true of The Mysteries of Udolpho (1794) which has a plot that revolves around understanding the disjointed stories of two primary ghosts: Signora Laurentini, and the Marchioness de Villeroi.
Initially, these women are described as extreme opposites. Signora Laurentini represents the whore, or the horrors associated with uncontrolled feminine sexuality; the Marchioness represents the oppositeāthe Madonna. Both women are defined in terms of the binary whore/Madonna by the passions of the same man: the Marquis de Villeroi. For while the Marquis was āfascinated by the arts of Laurentini'[1]Ā he noticed that he āhad been deceived in her character, and she, whom he had designed for his wife, afterwards became his mistress.ā[2]Ā In this way, the Marquisā desire labels Laurentini a āwhoreā and the Marchioness his wife. Angered at the manner in which she was replaced, Laurentini accuses the Marchioness of being unfaithful. Because this threatens the Marquisā authority over his wife, he therefore agrees to kill her for her crime. But when he realises that the Marchioness may have been innocent, he refuses to take full responsibility for his actions. He āsaw [Signora Laurentini] only once afterwards, and that was, to curse her as the instigator of his crime, and to say, that he spared her life only on condition, that she passed the rest of her days in prayer and penance.ā[3]Ā This scene reveals the extent to which the Marquis, in particular, and men, in general, appoint themselves as guardians of female sexuality. Believing that his wife had an extra-marital affair, the Marquis feels justified in controlling her sexuality through death. Once he realises the power Signora Laurentiniās sexuality has over him, he curses her and condemns her to a form of death as well.
The sexual passions of these two women threaten masculine authority, for they represent a form of feminine power that is plural, varied and ultimately uncontrollable. Such passions must be repressed, for as Jean-Jacques Rousseau warns, uncontrolled feminine desire is deadly.[4]Ā Radcliffe enacts this repression by making Signora Laurentini and the Marchioness de Villeroi the two main mysteries of her text, exposing the identities of these two women according to the type of passion they represent. Because the Marchioness represses her desire and marries the Marquis, she is the socially acceptable version of feminine passion, and can be presented through a portrait. This portraitāa masculine reproduction of feminine identityāresembles the death-like quality of the male-defined supplement because, for Emily, the painting is a substitute for the dead Marchioness. Though the Marchioness may have had forms of representation in societyāas her portrait and title of the āMarchioness de Villeroiā revealāthey are only socially-accepted descriptions of her identity, and as such are far removed from her passionate nature.
While the Marchioness is represented in art, Signora Laurentini is initially presented as the undefinable, unimaginable spectacle behind the black veil at Udolpho. After listening to Annette discuss rumours about Signora Laurentiniās strange disappearance, Emily tries to discover what is behind the black veil:
'As she passed through the chambers ⦠she found herself somewhat agitated; its connection with the late lady of the castle and the conversation of Annette, together with the circumstance of the veil, throwing a mystery over the subject ⦠excited a faint degree of terror ⦠Emily passed on with faltering steps ā¦paused ⦠and then, with a timid hand, lifted the veil; but instantly let it fallāperceiving that what it had concealed was no picture, and, before she could leave the chamber, she dropped senseless on the floor.'[5]
The rumours spread about Laurentini detail her passionate nature. Therefore, instead of uncovering a work of art, Emilyāwho is thinking about āthe late lady of the castle and the conversation of Annetteāādiscovers the worm-eaten body, and presumes this to be the remains of Signora Laurentini. These stories, therefore, supplement the image that āwas no picture,ā and this image -- which is beyond descriptionārepresents Laurentini and the indescribable nature of her passion.
Another notable difference in the representation of these two women is the way their pasts are constructed. We are told that the servants at Udolpho spend their free time exchanging various ghost-stories and myths about the life and fate of Signora Laurentini. Both her past and her identity are kept alive only through these legends. However, Emily learns about the Marchionessā life through the first-hand experiences of the servant, DorothĆ©e, who waited on the Marchioness and knew her well enough to conjecture that āwith all her sweet looks, [she] did not look happy at heart.ā[6]Ā DorothĆ©eās account of the Marchionessā life, therefore, is a history based on facts from her own observations. As a woman who represses her desires, the Marchioness represents the feminine ideal and her life is defined through the masculine supplement, history. Signora Laurentini, on the other hand, indulges in the excess nature of her passions and is, therefore, remembered through the more feminine supplement, myth.
And finally, the ways in which these women expressed their passion further highlights the difference in their characterisation. The Marchioness married the Marquis de Villeroi so as to obey her fatherās commands. However, it was said that āthere was another nobleman ⦠that [the Marchioness] liked better [than her husband] and that [he] was very fond of her, and she fretted for the loss of him.ā[7]Ā The Marchioness attempts to record her passion in the letters that St. Aubert forces Emily to burn at the beginning of the novel.[8]Ā That she is expressing repressed desire is appropriate, for writing marks the move away from natural passion. As Rousseau argues, āwriting ⦠altersā language by āsubstituting exactitude for expressiveness.ā[9]Ā Thus, language moves from a maternal form of āexpressivenessā (passion in speech) to a more rigid, masculine form of representationāsomething Rousseau describes as āexactitude.ā Explaining Rousseauās theory, Jacques Derrida states that language evolves āfrom a fully oral language, pure of all writing ⦠to a language appending to itself its graphic ārepresentationā as an accessory signifier of a new type, opening a technique of oppression.ā[10]Ā Writing requires absence. To compensate for this absence, the āgraphic ārepresentationāā replaces, substitutesārepressesāthe passion it attempts to describe. The fact that the Marchioness attempts to express her passion through writing, and that her writingāthe lettersāsurvive and indeed replace her, symbolises this kind of oppression.
In contrast, Signora Laurentini expresses both passion and remorse through her voice in song. While DorothĆ©e relates the Marchionessā sad history to Emily, the music interrupts her tale and commands their attention. The music is so enchanting, so full of āuncommon sweetnessāĀ [11]Ā and passion, that it seems other-worldly. Even the scepticāthe Count de Villefortāis inclined to believe that this is the voice of a spirit: āāBut hark!āwhat voice is that? ⦠What a swell was that!ā exclaimed the Count, as he still listened, āAnd now, what a dying cadence! This is surely something more than mortal! āā[12]Ā The fact that the music is labelled āsupernaturalā highlights the manner in which the feminine supplement (womanās voice in music) has been replaced by a male-defined system of representation. Rousseau proclaims that music was the first language, the maternal language of passion: āThe first tales, the first speeches, the first laws, were in verse. Poetry was devised before prose. That was bound to be, since feelings speak before reason. And so it was bound to be the same with music.ā[13]Ā Because Signora Laurentini represents an extreme form of desire, she expresses herself through this feminine supplement, which is closely linked to passion.
The Marchioness de Villeroi is obedient and repressed so her passion can be described and expressed through masculine supplements. Signora Laurentini, on the other hand, who symbolises the opposite of repression, in the form of excessive desire, is represented by the feminine supplements of music and myth. As a result Laurentini embodies private passion while the Marchioness represents its public image. And so whereas Laurentini has to be substituted by the unfathomable and indescribable figure behind the veil at Udolpho, the Marchioness can be represented through the public form of a portrait. Laurentiniās life is repeated in myth; the Marchionessā life is told as a history. Laurentini expresses herself through music; the Marchioness in writing. In this way, the narrative enacts a series of binary oppositions between reason (repressed passion) and extreme passion, between the public self and private desires, between the portrait and the veiled figure, between history and myth, and between the written text and the voice in music. Reason, the public self, the portrait, history and the written text are all constituted as supplements for passion, private desires, the veiled figure, myth and the voice in music. Thus, Signora Laurentini and the Marchioness de Villeroi together represent a binary structure for feminine identity. One is the āgoodā woman, the other ābadā; one is the Madonna, the other a whore. The āgoodā woman must replace the ābadā, for the ābadā woman (as defined by men) represents the unruly, horrific and thus subversive nature of feminine passion. However, Radcliffeās construction of the opposition between whore and Madonna is not as stable as it appears on the surface. For example, DorothĆ©e refers to the marchioness as a āsaint,ā and Emily notes the āsweetnessā and āresignationā in her countenance. But Radcliffe takes pains throughout the novel to show that people are not always what they seem, and that oneās countenance can be misleading. The Marchioness is no exception, for we know that she harboured a passion for a man other than her husband. This contradicts (and indeed threatens) her innocent, passive, virgin-like image. Similarly, Signora Laurentiniās character is not easily described. While a licentious murderer in her youth, she spends the remaining days of her life in penance and prayer.
In The Mysteries of Udolpho the instability of this binary structure is highlighted through the female ghost that haunts the text. Although Signora Laurentini and the Marchioness appear different from one another, they share the same phantasmic identity in the spectre that haunts the woods near the chateau. This ghost is known only by her singing voice, which DorothĆ©e believes is that of her dead mistress. The fact that this music comes from another ghostāthat of the assumed dead Signora Laurentiniāis significant. While Laurentini represents excess desire, the Marchioness symbolises repressed passion, but passion nonetheless. Both are sexual beings. However, they are unable adequately to express their passions in patriarchal society. Consequently women can only āproperlyā define themselves through masculine supplements, which connote absence, effect a divide or split in identity, and are oppressive and repressive in their very structure. Such women, therefore, no longer experience a sense of unity; if they are to acknowledge their own passions, they must become separated from themselves, eternally dividedāboth whore and Madonna. This division is replicated in the text by the way in which Signora Laurentini and the Marchioness de Villeroi are doubled or repeated in the image of a ghost. The fact that these two very different women share this spectral identity underscores the degree to which the patriarchally defined binary for feminine identity was beginning to unravel. Radcliffe thus utilises this ghostly presence to highlight the limitations of representing feminine passion in patriarchal society, and also as a means for deconstructing the binary of feminine identity formation that occurs as a result of these limitations.
Works Cited
⢠Derrida, J. Of Grammatology. Trans. Gayatri Chakravorty Spivak. Baltimore: Johns Hopkins UP, 1976.
⢠Radcliffe, Ann. The Mysteries of Udolpho. New York: Oxford University Press, 1991.
⢠Rousseau, J-J. The Confessions of Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Trans. J.M. Cohen. London: Penguin Books, 1953
⢠_____. āOn the Origin of Languages'.Ā On the Origin of Language. Trans. John H. Moran; Alexander Gode. Chicago: The University Press of Chicago, 1986. 1-74.
footnotes
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries, 656
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 656
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 659
⢠See Jean-Jacques Rousseau,Ā The ConfessionsĀ p. 37.Ā Ā See also Jacques Derridaās discussion on Rousseau in Of Grammatology p. 155.
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 248-9
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 523
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 524
⢠See RadcliffeĀ The Mysteries of UdolphoĀ pp. 102ā04
⢠Rousseau Origin 21
⢠Derrida Of Grammatology 120
⢠Radcliffe Mysteries 525
⢠RousseauĀ MysteriesĀ 550ā1
⢠RousseauĀ OriginĀ 50ā1
This is My Body
Ā© February 2006 - Stephen SparrowĀ
The Mystery of the Incarnate God in Flannery O'Connor's Short Story A Temple of The Holy Ghost.Ā
A Temple of The Holy GhostĀ is the one piece of fiction unique among the Flannery O'Connor corpus for its distinctly Catholic theme; the reader being treated to an insight into the effect of a Catholic upbringing on an adolescent girl living in the American South. The title is a clear reference to a term familiar to most Catholics practising their faith prior to 1970. The expression refers to God creating each person in His own image--each possessing an immortal soul. The term first surfaced with St. Paul who reminded the Church members of Corinth1Ā that their bodies were Temples of The Holy Ghost to be used only for God's glory, meaning that God is exalted in the exchange and gift of the self in marriage; whereas sexual immorality--using others only for pleasure or gain--was a sin against the body given to man by God.
The story is told through the eyes of a twelve year old girl who throughout the story is called just "the child". For the reader there is no cosy familiarity with her character. We're not told her name nor do we get to know much about her personality. We're kept at arm's length; the focus being on the child's view of life, which in this instance is presented through the weekend visit to her home of two cousins Susan and Joanne--immature and scatty fourteen year old girls boarding at the local convent school. The child however, despite lapses in behaviour, displays wisdom well beyond her years; wisdom resulting no doubt from a combination of her solid Catholic home background combined with a willingness to absorb instruction in spiritual matters.
Early on we learn that the two convent girls have recently been told by some elderly, unworldly nun, that the most effective way to repel the advances of any young man in the back seat of a car is to say, "stop sir! I am a Temple of the Holy Ghost," and throughout the weekend the girls address each other as Temple one and Temple two, after which they collapse into hysterics. The child's mother however backs the nun's advice and affirms the doctrine that each human being is in fact a Temple of the Holy Ghost, a response causing mild astonishment for the two young visitors.
A Temple of the Holy GhostĀ was first published in 1954. The story presages the coarsening of Western Culture marked in the 1960s by the birth of radical feminism and its corrosive effect on traditional family life. The laughter at the feeble advice on how to combat the world of lustful men shows the two girls' unconscious alignment with the mores of a society that increasingly saw goodness and innocence as targets for mockery and scorn. However the hothouse environment of the convent may also have exacerbated that problem. On at least one occasion O'Connor opined that overly pious religious instruction is not the most effective way to equip young women (and men) for the moral rigours of the world. O'Connor herself was taught by nuns in grade school in Savannah Georgia, but in 1938 the family moved to Milledgeville where, because there was no alternative, she was enrolled at the local public school (Peabody High). It was a critical time for O'Connor but her Catholic faith was by then sufficiently embedded to survive the transition. If anything, exposure at high school to the American South's prevailing moral climate of bigotry and rapidly mounting secularism undoubtedly strengthened her faith. As she famously said, āyou have to push back against the age as hard as it pushes against you.ā So why should anyone be surprised at the direction O'Connor's writing career ultimately settled on? By her own admission, the rationale of her fiction is founded on the relevance of Christ's redemption illumined by the actions of those who have rejected it. And so, returning to the child in this story, we can see in her that combination of innocence and wisdom that unquestionably characterised Flannery O'Connor in her formative years.
Not far into the story we find the child's mother racking her brains for ways to keep Susan and Joanne "safely" entertained for the weekend. The child makes a series of intentionally absurd suggestions before hitting on the idea that they enlist the help of the two Wilkinses boys, Wendell and Corey. The mother initially warms to the idea but then concedes that being, āonly farm boys, [the] girls would turn their noses up at them.ā The child persists, reminding her mother that both boys were planning to become Church of God preachers, rubbing it in with the unnecessary rider, ābecause you don't have to know anything to be one.ā
The mother again ponders the suggestion and convinces herself of its usefulness by saying the girls, āwould be perfectly safe with those boys all right,ā and straight away phones their mother to arrange things.
In anticipation of the visit, Susan and Joanne smarten themselves up. When Wendell and Corey arrive, the child observes the proceedings from the top of a barrel hidden in some bushes. The girls sit together on the porch swing giggling and talking to each other while the boys sit on the steps banister. Beginning a shy courtship, Cory blows softly on his harmonica while Wendell strums his guitar, and looking āat Susan with a dog like loving look,ā he begins to sing. The songs are popular Southern hymns including āThe Old Rugged Crossā. Cutting in to stop them, the girls, āsing with their convent trained voices,ā the Medieval Latin hymn "Tantum Ergo"2. The child, from her observation place, āwatched the boys' faces turn with perplexed frowning stares at each other as if they were being made fun of,ā and when the hymn was finished she heard Wendell say, āthat must be Jew singing.ā A remark that infuriates the child so much she can't stop herself roaring, āyou big dumb Church of God ox,ā at which she falls off the barrel, quickly picks herself up and flees around the side of the house in embarrassment.
I think it's obvious O'Connor devised this scene to throw light on the gulf that exists between mature Catholic practice and doctrine, and the raw and immature perceptions of what constituted Christianity for those languishing in the Church of God. The child could see the difference and so to could the girls, who couldn't help but notice the reaction to their rendering of "Tantum Ergo". With that Latin hymn they knew immediately they had something over the boys whose banal āwhat a friend we have in Jesusā smacked of Sola Fide3Ā with its simplistic believe-and-be-saved mind-set. There's also classic irony in the child calling Wendell a ābig dumb Church of God Ox.ā St Thomas Aquinas, arguably Christianity's greatest philosopher, was sometimes referred to in his lifetime as The Dumb Ox ā presumably because he seldom set down his thoughts or spoke until the argument he had been mulling over was resolved.
After supper the quartet head for the local Fair. The child, having been left at home, spends the evening in her room pacing up and down, allowing full play to her imagination and occasionally glancing out the window toward where the fairground searchlight beam plays in the night sky. She begins reflecting on her common faults and sins, including her disdainful sufferance of her school's visiting Baptist preacher. Finally, kneeling at her bedside to pray, her mind abruptly settles on Wendell and Cory and her bedtime prayer ends with a resounding "thank you" that she was ānot in the Church of Godā. Perhaps this prayer mirrors a comment O'Connor's mother may have made after Flannery quite likely grumbled about the visiting preacher at Peabody High. Might she not have told her daughter how thankful she should be not to be in a Church like that? Yes we would have to admit that bigotry can flow both ways and throughout the story O'Connor's integrity would not allow her to conceal that fact.
Just before midnight the girls return and wake the child with their giggling. They try to keep secret from her the subject of their giggles but the child tricks them into revealing and describing their memorable encounter with the Freak.
The following afternoon Susan and Joanne don their convent school uniforms and together with the mother and the child are driven by Alonzo back to the Convent in the middle of town. The nun who welcomes them urges the mother and the child to stay and attend Benediction4, which has just started. With no option available except to accompany her mother and the nun, the child grudgingly enters the chapel where Tantum Ergo is again being sung, the air is full of incense and the monstrance5Ā occupies the centre of the altar with the vested priest and white surplus clad altar boys kneeling in front. The child, realising she was in the presence of God, kneels and prays. The priest then raises the monstrance containing the āshining ivory whiteā Blessed Sacrament6, and the child's thoughts again return to Susan and Joanne's account of the fairground tent where the hermaphrodite freak displayed itself saying, āI don't dispute hit. This is the way He wanted me to be.ā
As they left the chapel the nun with a mischievous smile āswooped downā on the child and gave her a smothering hug that mashed the side of her face into the crucifix āhitched onto [the nun's] beltā7. In the car on the way home, the child watched the setting sun resembling a huge red ball like an elevated host drenched in blood sinking out of sight behind the tree line. The sun as symbol of the Eucharistic Host--nature ennobled by grace--the blazing disc of the sun with its power to upstage gravity--enabling plants to absorb its energy and grow upward toward the light--mirroring the duty of human beings to align themselves--orient themselves favourably toward receiving the light of God's grace. After all, human beings seek nourishment to recover strength from the exertion of work and the Eucharist8Ā received in good heart is the nourishment available to Catholic Christians enabling them to recover from the exertion of avoiding illusion and focusing on the one true god. And, as the Gospels are at pains to point out, transforming ourselves with our own resources is impossible.
In Catholic worship and practise it is the Eucharist that marks the radical divide separating Catholicism from Protestantism. O'Connor once declared that the Eucharist was the centre of her existence. The vast majority of Protestant denominations condemn Catholic reverence for the Eucharist as Idolatry9. The Eucharist was instituted at the Last Supper10Ā being a covenant made by Jesus with his followers in which the bread and wine signify the person of Christ. Contact with the consecrated bread is contact with God--a sacrament11, a contact desired by both God and Man in the love that unites heaven and earth. On this point, the words of Jesus at the Last Supper are very explicit, āThis is my body. This is my blood,ā and the Gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke are all in accord on the matter. St John (6:32-58) records Jesus preaching that eating his flesh and drinking his blood was necessary to salvation. The reaction from the crowd was one of outrage. āThis is intolerable language,ā they muttered while leaving. Jesus never relented; He didn't call them back to tell them it was only a symbol.
Returning from the convent near the end of the story, Alonzo told the mother and the child how much he'd enjoyed the fair, especially since after his visit the Church Elders had ordered it closed down, which begs the question; what is the purpose of the Church? Did Christ found an army to rid the world of sin or was His Church intended as a hospital for sinners--with entry free to all who sought treatment? Well here we have the (non-Catholic) Church Elders adopting the church as army analogy. They used their influence to have the fair shut down--why? The Elders no doubt saw themselves as the guardians of public morals, taking upon themselves the duty to re-establish the Garden of Eden here on earth. They couldn't appreciate that the "evil" they perceived (at the fair) was a manifestation of the distance between God and humanity and that God should be loved through and in spite of that evil. Instead their faith was governed by insecurity and fear--the fear of placing their trust in God's providence. O'Connor however confirmed her faith in God's Providence by portraying the fairground freak as living its life to the best of its ability. The situation of the freak was a striking parallel to O'Connor's situation; she lived her life to the full knowing the Lupus she carried could kill her at any time12. Both Flannery O'Connor and the freak lived knowing and accepting the affliction God permitted them to endure--their contentment resting in being what God wanted them to be.
1. "1 Corinthians." 11:26-30. Bible: New Testament.
2. "Tantum Ergo": Medieval Hymn used during Benediction originally in Latin. Words attributed to St Thomas Aquinas.
Tantum ergo SacramĆ©ntum / VenerĆ©mur cĆ©rnui: / Et antiquum documĆ©ntum / Novo cedat ritui: / PrƦstet fides supplemĆ©ntum / SĆ©nsuum defĆ©ctui. / Genitóri Genitóque / Laus et jubilĆ”tio: / Salus honor, virtus quoque / Sit et benedictio: / ProcedĆ©nti ab utróque / Compar sit laudĆ”tio. Amen.Ā
Lowly bending, deep adoring / Lo! The sacrament we hail: / Types and shadows have their ending / Newer rites of grace prevail: / Faith for all defects supplying / Where the feeble senses fail. / To the everlasting Father / And the Son who reigns on high / With the Holy Ghost proceeding / Forth from each eternally / Be salvation honour blessing / Might and endless majesty. Amen.
3. Sola Fide: Eternal salvation by Faith alone, once and for all.
4. Benediction: Roman Catholic ceremony wherein the Eucharistic Host is displayed for adoration.Ā
5. Monstrance: Elaborate ornamental stand for displaying Eucharist during Benediction.
6. Blessed Sacrament: The term used to describe the Host during Benediction.
7. In a letter to A. (Betty Hester) dated Dec 16th 1955 in The Habit of Being, O'Connor's Collected Letters, O'Connor wrote: āRemember that when the nun hugged the child, the crucifix on her belt was mashed into the side of the child's face, so that one accepted embrace was marked with the ultimate all inclusive symbol of love, and that when the child saw the sun again, it was a red ball, like an elevated Host drenched in blood and it left a line like a clay road in the sky.ā
8. Eucharist: In the Roman Catholic Mass the Eucharist is the re-presentation in an un-bloody manner of Christ's crucifixion. The consecrated unleavened bread (Host) becomes the actual body of Christ. The wine is also consecrated into Christ's Precious Blood.
9. Idolatry: Worship of idols.
10. Last Supper: See Bible: New Testament. Mt 26:26-27; Mk 14:22,24; Lk 22:19-20; 1 Cor 11:24-25: "this is my body ... this is my blood."
11. In Roman Catholic practice a Sacrament is a liturgical contact desired by both God and Man. There are seven sacraments: Baptism,
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12. Lupus: O'Connor was afflicted with this disease at the age of twenty-six and lived in a precarious state of health for the next thirteen years. The Lupus became reactivated through necessary surgery in early 1964 and O'Connor died from its complications on August 3rd 1964 at the age of thirty-nine.
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The nerve of the governor of Tennessee to not grant Jodi freedom. The goddamn nerve.
Martinez: Do the linebacker pose. Jodi: He got down Martinez: Well, show me. Show me the linebacker pose. Thatās what Iām asking you to do. Jodi: Ok. He went down like that and turned his head and grabbed my waist. Martinez: Just like that, correct? Jodi: Pretty much.
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The final pictures taken of Travis Alexander by Jodi Arias
Transcript of the 911 call when Travis Alexanders Body was discovered
Unidentified female: Oh my god!
911 Operator: 911 emergency Unidentified female: Yes? 911 operator: Whats going on? Unidentified female: What? 911 operator: Whats going on? Unidentified female: A friend of ours is dead in his bedroom. We hadnāt heard from him in a while. We think heās dead. His roommate just went in there and said thereās lots of blood. I didnāt go in, but I can give you the phone to someone who went in there. 911 Operator: Yes, please, can you? Unidentified male: Hello 911 operator: Hi. So whats going on? Unidentified male: Heāsā heās dead. Heās in his bedroom, in the shower 911 operator: Ok. How did this happen? Do you have any idea? Unidentified male: No. We have no idea. Everyoneās been wondering about him for a few days. 911 operator: Ok, well, she said that thereās blood. So is any coming from his head? Did he cut⦠Unidentified male: No, itās all over the place. 911 operator: Is there any weapons around? Unidentified male: I dont know. Not that I saw 911 Operator: How many people are in the house? Unidentified male: Thereā how many of us are in the house right now, just the five of us? Five of us. 911 Operator: Ok, I need you all outside. Unidentified male: Ok outside, Ok weāre going outside. 911 Operator: Has he been threatened by anyone recently? Unidentified female: Yes, he has. He has an ex girlfriend that has been bothering him. Following him and slashing tires and things like that. 911 operator: And do you know the ex girlfriends name? Unidentified female: Jodi, I dont know her last name but 911 operator: Does anyone know her last name? Unidentified female: Does anyone know Jodiās last name? Taylor might, the best friend, but heās not here. Heās on his way here. (The police show up and the call ends shortly after)
Jodi Ann Arias.Ā
Convicted of pre-meditated, first degree murder against ex boyfriend Travis Alexander. Alexander was killed on June 4, 2008 inside his Mesa, Arizona home. Arias stabbed him nearly 30 times, shot him in the head, and nearly decapitated him in rage. Investigators linked Arias to the killing through DNA and evidence left at the crime scene (including a camera in the washing machine that investigators were able to recover images from. The images included sexual escapades between Arias and Alexander the day of his death and a series of photos right before and during the killing itself.)
āItās not even about whether you like Jodi Arias. Nine days out of ten I donāt like Jodi AriasāĀ - Nurmi
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A t-shirt Travis Alexander bought for Jodi Arias while they were dating. This screams creepy and controlling.
Clip from Jodiās interrogation tapes