Godde$$

Apparently it wasnt meant to be

Aint no regrets on this side

Never been a fan of your lies

and deceit

Spent too much time on you, love

Do I have to pull out my receipts

You begged for my time

Then had the nerve to waste it

I think your meant for something basic

Could have elevated your life with me

Wonder do you ever feel the loss

I get drowned by societys warped opinions on love

Egotistical souls need not apply

Im good for the soul and the mind

This heart of mine is so delicate and intricate

Even the best of them cant get in it

Ive made mistakes in relationships

That ill always keep near me

Ive trusted the wrong people

I do not wish to relive those sequels

My life is unique to those who can grasp it

My heart is fragile and healing still

Yet I always find a way to fall for the unqualified

I think love is so beautiful and sacred

Scared of falling again I push people away

Protecting myself just in case they decide not to stay

To the losers in the back who could not keep me

Do not worry, theres no more weeping

Yes im not easy

To keep or to replace

Each time Ive reinvented my sense of thinking

Distant more then usual but you get the picture

Yet here I am again yearning for true love

In the form of a best friend who is scared to lose me

Who I can confide in dark times, with secrets, and good news

I know theres sunny views for us in the future

Once my heart is restored and healed from these sutures

Please be patient with me

Hold me tight and never leave

Walk with me in faith

Set to take us back to evil times

My body is my choice but they have final say at the end

Starting to believe we are nearing the end

Where babies cant get the proper nutrition basic needs

Empty shelves when mothers are in desperate measures

Formula is in high demand

People are enduring hard times

And crime is almost at its all time high

Why

Are you worried about my body when we fought for these rights

Basic decisions shouldnt be governed by laws

Its sad the world we live in right now

Praying to God to give us all piece of mind and guidance

Instead of complaining lets make a change

Be the voices for those enduring the most pain.