conformity's worst nightmare

i forgot what it was like to cry real tears i mean yeah iv had to push tears in situations iv felt them needed where i was suppose to feel something and should be crying but the feeling of being so heart broken so beaten down by life just so fucking sad that the one thing i thought was my escape the one thing that saved me from myself and all those demons beckoning at the gates of my subconscious mind the one thing that made the world melt away the one thing that i couldnt live without....and now im just....without it i am not ok i am not ok i am not ok i am not ok aIIG NOT OK I AM NOT OK I AM NOT OK I AM NOTR OKMZSRBGFDZGBFGBD 

moving into a new apartment tomorrow with my tattoo artist and dear friend and life coach Sarah!i cant wait to see all the amazing times we will have! and to finally be living with someone who isnt a child and want to party and do cocaine all the time. i move in tomorrow and im so excited i see many great things to come of this  

Love at its purest form trix motha fucking rabitt I love my big brother if you arnt touched by this video of our souls colliding you have no heart

Nightmare before Christmass tight crew event at the fet ! Great night great people