So this is what I have been dreaming about. So this is why I have gone through all the traumas, all the suffering and all the wasted efforts of maintaining some hopeless relationships.
For so long have I been waiting for this to come true. I have been chewed up and spitted out, just for this very person alone.
I have been living cowardly for far too long. Now I have found a new light to keep myself from straying off the right path, and I intend to stay true to myself, and the new me. The shit show ends, one and forever.
It is weird. I was weirded out. I did not understand how could we get along so fast in such a short amount of time. Been two months and I thought I dated her for years already. Our mutual understanding is at a spiritual level. We don’t even have to see each other face-to-face to understand. We can basically feel other’s pain. It’s like I’ve reached a new high. I have never had another understand me that good, nor did I ever understand anyone so perfectly.
I feel confident. Feels like a new type of energy is now flowing in my veins. Feels like I can take on the whole word, and still emerge victorious. Feels like I have reached the peak of happiness in a man’s life.
One week in this new relationship and we were already talking about future’s life with one another.
My whole family loves this girl, and hers me too.
Why and how was it so easy? I was always stressed out about meeting the girl’s family. Everybody was shitting about it, that they’d test you, that they’d judge you. I didn’t have that experience. It was as smooth as possible. I did not even have to ask her out, I just came and picked her up. How is it so easy?
I guess I am just lucky beyond imaginable.
Lucky enough that I was able to be with this girl. She makes me proud. She is exactly like me. Her thoughts, her actions, her hobbies. How can a person be so perfect? Words cannot even describe this phenomenon. She is made out of this Earth, I assume. I have never seen so many potentials with a girl like this one.
I love her. She loves me. We came to one another when we were troubled out by our own relationships. In other words, we had an unorthodox start, because it was as if we were one another’s affairs. Funny shits. Still, we have made it. I took her to the whole family. Each and everyone of mine loved this girl. She is so perfect.
I have never seen such marvelous depiction of perfection itself. 3 months ago I was still stuck in a hopeless relationship with a girl that I can’t love, whatever I tried. And now my whole family has already met this new girl of mine. It feels like we have spent a lifetime together.
I used to dream of being with this girl. It’s like a future depiction of what was about to happen, because it happened exactly as I thought.
Maybe we did spent a lifetime together. Maybe we were each others’ in our past lives. I cannot fathom the details, but all I see right now is pure perfection, from a pure love.
Nothing was as pure as her.
She is nothing like the novel’s. She is even better. She is like a mirror of mine. Everything that I do, every feelings that I have, every events that I experience, they all happen onto her.
I want to take her everywhere. I want to show the world my other half. She is so beautiful, she is so perfect. She has become a part of me, really. This is the kind of relationship that everyone dreams about.
I love every part of her. I love how she is so enthusiastic about the future, about the life together. I love how we planned everything out, how she smiles every time we see one another.
Words cannot describe this level of perfection. There is nothing I have experienced that is on par to her, actually.
Sex with her is pure excitement. I love every part of it. We were attracted to one another like magnets, kept on pumping for the whole day. We did almost nothing but pure sex, and I have never experienced such high.
This girl is like nothing I have ever experienced. From now on, she defines me. I define her. We are together, and we will try to make it forever.
Từ tận tấm lòng này anh mong đợi
Dai dẳng đằng đẵng bóng hình em
Hương ơi sao em đi lâu thế
Phải tận mãi giờ mới cạnh anh.
Chưa bao giờ anh lại nghĩ tới
Một tình yêu đẹp được đến nhường này
Nụ cười em thôi cũng đủ làm
Lòng anh xao xuyến tới bồi hồi.
Em ơi sao em đến chậm thế
Anh đã đem lòng yêu em rồi
Chừng ấy thời gian hoá ra là
Anh chỉ tìm người thay thế em.
Chưa bao giờ, và sẽ không bao giờ cả
Có một ai khác giống em này
Không một ai khiến lòng anh đau nhói
Nhớ hàng đêm đến phát điên phát dại.
Nếu như em đã nhận lời từ sớm
Thì có lẽ em đã không phải khổ
Mỗi khi nghe người ta làm em đau
Là anh lại tự trách mình nhiều hơn.
Hoá ra em chính là một nửa đó
Một nửa mà anh tìm mãi tìm hoài
Giờ em đây rồi, anh sẽ không để cho
Ai đụng vào người mà anh yêu nữa.
Ước gì anh đảo ngược được thời gian
Yêu em nhiều, và thương em nhiều lắm
Không một ai được làm em phiền não
Anh ở đó và sẽ bảo vệ em.
Anh yêu em như một lẽ thường tình
Nửa của nhau đương nhiên là hấp dẫn
Yêu em rồi anh thấy thật khờ dại
Đúng ra mình phải bên nhau sớm hơn.
Em sẽ luôn là nàng thơ bé nhỏ
Cao mét bảy nhưng đáng yêu vô cùng
Anh vẫn luôn là thi sĩ trầm ngâm
Bỏ em đó để đi làm thơ cóc))))
Anh yêu em, em Hương ạ. Giờ thì em ở đây rồi. Anh sẽ không để em đi với người khác nữa.
