Jennifer

My name is Jennifer, I’m 39 and a highschool English teacher. I love poetry, I even write myself. I love art in every form, music, movies, painting, all of it. I have many hobbies as well. I love cats and coffee.

I made this account to share my experiences with others, how I view this world and share a piece of myself.

Unlike before, this blog exists for one person, and one person only, @torturedpoetwlwgirl . Every thought I share here is dedicated to her, and to her alone. Every thought she shares on her blog is dedicated to me. She's constantly on my mind, so it only feels right that this space is filled with her, to have this blog to admire my girl. I won't entertain flirting or the exchange of pictures. You're welcome to talk to me or send asks, as I am a very social person, but that's where I draw the line. I have no interest in anything beyond that.

I love my girlfriend with my whole heart.

!Men and minors do not interact! My posts are wlw only and will contain mature content.

I hope you find my content relatable and fun!

With love,

I never thought I was a jealous person. I never actually were. My girlfriend changed that for me. Completely.

Older women often get jealous and possessive. My girlfriend knows when I’m jealous because of how I act, but many older women hide it. So yes, we do get jealous.

I think the difference between jealousy and possessiveness is that jealousy is the fear of losing someone or a valued relationship. Possessiveness, on the other hand, is the desire to control, dominate, or claim another person. They're definitely similar, but for me, the key difference is that with possessiveness, I'm not actually afraid of losing her. I just want other people to know she's mine. That's all. With jealousy, though, I am afraid of losing her.

You are the strongest woman I know. I am honoured to love you and call you my best friend, and I tell you that on a daily occasion.

But something I’m prouder of? Being able to look up to you. Being able to see something in myself because of you. Being the reflection of your light. If loving you is heaven? Then being in your presence is reaching another world. Forever, I will set my future to be a little more like you. The piece you have placed in me. Yes, teaching is your job but to me? It’s also one of the most romantic things about you, in my eyes.

I love you, Jenny. In sickness and of thy health. Olive juice anyway. ♥️

- Jodie. 🤍

Honey, you are the greatest person I know. You are the sweetest and I am so proud to call you mine. So incredibly proud. I am so honoured to be someone you look up to, someone that inspires you. And I will forever continue to be the best version of myself for you and you only. Olive juice so much. And like I tell you often, I am SO proud of you.

Ti amo,

What are your shared things? ☺️

If you don’t know how to answer don’t worry!

Firstly, my favourite thing to do is spend time with her. We are big on quality time and talking. I also try to reassure her anytime I can, let her know that I’m always there for her when she needs me and that she can tell me anything. I show her that I care by making time for her, making a routine, a specific time when we call and I try to stick to that plan as best as I can.

Hey!

Some of you really act like words don't matter because you don't have to live with the consequences of saying them. But the person on the receiving end doesn't get to turn your words off once you've said them. You don't know what someone is already carrying. You don't know which comment will be the one they replay in their head for weeks, months, or even years. The things you say can become someone's inner voice.