Is this who you are, not who you want to be?

I had a dream someone I love randomly moved to London and I was so upset but happy, I was almost crying actual tears when I woke up bc it came as a surprise and so I guess I was in college? in my dream but was like a soon as I can I’m moving with you there too. It was the weirdest. Didn’t even make sense, bc this person wouldn’t likely live there but I was so ready to just follow through and be there with her. The last bit of it was telling my bestfriend about this move bc she has family there and it was just like weird bc I started walking home and then saw giant carrot roots I took a picture of then continued walking home I guess.

I fucking hate when women / girls say no to men’s unsolicited advances, and they have the audacity to ask “but why?” BECAUSE SHE FUCKING SAID NO. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER. Fucking creeps.

What I disliked about Monrovia feeling so small, I love about Pasadena, because that makes it feel like home. How all generations of my family all know people out there from both my mom and dad’s family and friends generations, to my older cousins to me. The 626 community was truly where I felt not only I did but where we fit as a family and I feel I still belong. I would still be there, if it weren’t so expensive. I wish I could go back and comfortably enjoy it, truly. If I can, I will. I would rather be there if it weren’t for my priorities, but things change and who knows if it should bring me back someday. Perhaps I just needed to experience life outside of where I grew up? Maybe fate could sweep me back up out there or so…

This guy called me a witch, like it was a bad thing.. 💅🏼 ✨ tbh he’s already fucked I didn’t need to hex him. Seems someone else already has. 🌚