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I've overcome so much in the last year or so I resolved my own depression I resolved my own anxiety I gave up my borderline alcoholism I gave up my caffeine addiction I gave up toxic social environments I recovered from bereavement with zero support I recovered from a string of abusive / narcissistic relationships I pulled myself up from rock bottom by my own bootstraps I absolutely have bragging rights and brag is what I'm going to do nobody helped me, nobody supported me, I did it all myself me, all me, nobody else, I take the credit, I am a fucking beast

this year is my year, I can feel it I've overcome every single obstacle I've faced that led me to hit rock bottom over the last five years this year onwards is gonna be pure growth, no more baseline survival and personally, I cannot fucking wait

life begins today

so, while taking that into consideration today is quite literally, “new start, new me”

if you're wondering why I've been gone for so long or why I keep popping back in then disappearing again well, its a long story, but I basically lost everything that acted as an anchor in life for me from friends, relationships, family, even to my home more recently but I'm sorted now, massive fresh start on all fronts, well and truly starting from scratch which I'd already done, at least in a mental / psychological context around 2020 it just needed to manifest in the material which it has now, so here I am, back and here to stay

so, after a few years of disappearing I’m finally making a comeback to social media I’m still a hermit, obviously, I don’t think that’ll ever change, in fact I know that’ll never change but I’m gonna start dipping me toe in to some online socialisation now that my life is a bit more chill ngl I’m happy to be back, I’ve probably missed a lot, its been a good while

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