Banana Boy

Wanted to see you badly

so I went to your instagram

scrolling like it’s nothing

but my hands were shaking again

Saw some pics of you

and none of them of you and me

just memories in my head

where we used to be

Pre-Chorus

I did see some of you,

kissing hugging someone else

trying to breathe through the moment

trying not to tell myself

Chorus

He wasn’t me

No lie my heart sank

deeper than Titanic

way past what I can handle

I didn’t know what to do

sorry I just panicked

closed the app but the damage

was already done, I can’t manage

Verse 2

You traveled, graduated

found someone else

all of this yes I feel bothered

can’t lie to myself

You’re smiling in places

we talked about going

I stayed stuck in my head

while your life kept moving

Pre-Chorus 2

I wanted to say sorry

but the words felt too late

every silence I chose

turned into another mistake

Chorus

He wasn’t me

No lie my heart sank

deeper than Titanic

way past what I can handle

I didn’t know what to do

sorry I just panicked

now I’m here with the truth

and it’s harder to manage

Bridge

Maybe I was scared

thought too much about the future

every “what if” stopped me

from holding you closer

Didn’t want to prevent you

from living your life

but losing you quietly

still don’t feel right

Final Chorus / Outro

Didn’t want to prevent you

from living your life

finding someone you are

someone for life

So I watch from a distance

trying to be strong

wanting to be happy for you

but it still hurts to move on

Call me 🤙