ITS THE NATURE OF; OF MY CIRCUITRY

Mood swings are so interesting because I be reading my posts here while I’m feeling fine and it’s like wow none of this was that serious. “I am miserable” yeah for 30 minutes. Nothing a shower and some aloe water can’t fix

The compulsion checklist is so long

I’ve been getting really bad ocd specifically about my identity as a man and how predatory cis men are and being lumped in with cis men for the sake of gender affirmation. I hate those “kill all men includes trans men” people as if some trans men aren’t some of the biggest victims of cis men because we were raised as socially awkward girls 😭😭😭 do not say this shit bro please I’m going to kill myself

I wish I could stop thinking

I JUST WANT TO STOP THINKING

Never trust a mf that can suck a cart dry like a gogurt. They’ll suck your soul dry too

I feel awful about myself in every way

I wwish Rohan could use heavens door on me and tell me if I’m a good person abs worthy of love ir not. Realistically he’d call me a chud tho so maybe in another life

Save me

God I just wanna sleep but i can’t stop thinking about things that upset me

Oh my god it was an ocd compilation this whole time

I wish people were nice