Your Best Kept Secret & Your Biggest Mistake

I want to play with your hair, and feel you nuzzle into my should. I’m so in love.

I could listen to you all day every day and still yearn for your voice.

You make me feel like happiness is my future, because I’ll be looking into your eyes forever.

i want a neverending love. falling in love over and over again, but with the same person. still going on dates after thirty years of being together, surprising each other with bouquets, making coffee and dancing in the kitchen on a lazy morning, even though we both have to get ready for work. i want something that lasts through every hardship, something that feels just right and magical and peaceful. something safe.

mmm hand holding is just the most amazing thing to me like. our hands. are touching. our hands are in each others hands. i can just?? squeeze your hand?? anytime i want?? and trace circles on your skin with my thumb?? like woah.

wanting to fall into bed with a boy and just being happy the day is finally over and we can cuddle- small kisses and overall just pulling eachother closer and finding the best position and sighing happily falling asleep together jfbf

having a boy to steal sweaters from and curl up besides with a hot coffee

i love when boys laugh and lean into you and  bonk their head onto you and giggle in your shoulder

i understand being sucked into the belief that being doomed by the narrative is the only way to love but what about the narrative sweeping you together and saying you belong together for eternity you have a love that cannot die that has many forms that manifests truly and wholly throughout your life no matter what has happened in the past. what if love was the way you came home. what then.

CAN’T WAIT TO MOVE INTO A SIMPLE APARTMENT WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP NEXT TO THEM AND COOK DINNER WITH THEM AND HAVE RANDOM MIDNIGHT TRIPS FOR SNACKS AND STAY UP LATE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES OR WATCHING MOVIES AND BEING ABLE TO SHARE EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE WITH THEM