sometimes its really hurt me bc it keeps bothering me about how precious jongin is. its kinda weird that i often see him as kim jongin the sensitive little boy than the sexy kai.
i just read a few articles from their recent fansignings event in spao, coex and in beijing today. and for god sake HOW CAN I STOP LOVING HIM AND HAVE MY NORMAL LIFE BACK IF HE’S BEING ALL ADORABLE AND PRECIOUS?????????????
“i will post my pink hair on the fanpage later” and he really did it he kept his promise to the fan and to us.
“you dont have to lose weight, just study hard”
“if theres a fate, lets get married”
“OP: jongin’s line is the longest bc he would stop signing when he talked to the fans”
“OP: when a fan said i love you, he just smiled shyly while looking away (bc he looks so shy)”
NOT ONLY FROM THE SIGNING, lets together remember when:
like for real, for god sake, i found him a very very very very kindhearted person here, like his heart is actually made of gold. he’s so concerned about other people. jongin will never look down on other people, jongin will never underestimate other people, jongin will defend for anything thats not right, jongin is the type of person who appreciates every little detailed thing in this world.
and it really warms my heart. his parents really did a great job raising him, making him a person he is today.
another one that also bothering me when the fan said i love you to him, he just smiled shyly or when the others said he’s the sexiest member he also just laughed shyly but didnt answer. and it hits me right in the chest and i realized that he never praised himself.
fan: you’re handsome, i love u
no, never. i dont think those words ever came out from his mouth? all i remember from most of the videos i watched on youtube, he gets shy every single time someone praises him.
for example at the radio interview when the vj asked “why do u think u have the most nuuna fans?” he just laughed and didnt know what to answer, but then chanyeol answered for him, “bc he’s sexy?” and then again he just laughed shyly but he never claimed himself if he is.
another one, he also never says everytime he introduces himself that he’s the best dancer. eventho he is, but he always says “im exo’s dancing machine kai.” and i think because his position is dancing machine. but he never said “im the best dancer”, instead he often says “I’m kai and i always work hard in dancing” :’‘‘‘‘‘‘‘‘) what a precious little baby bear nini i love you so much, but lets go back again, yes im asking how many people like him on this earth are left?
he never says “im the most handsome” or “i’m the visual” even when he jokes around. because he’s just not the kind of guy who praises himself. and i think its a very sweet of him.
you know, it hurts how much i want to know him for real as a person, not as an idol. jongin who pouts when he talks, jongin the chicken mania, jongin who always sleepy, jongin who spends his free time to meet his friends and family and play in amusement parks, jongin who wears flip flop, jongin who cares a lot about his members, jongin who always works hard in dancing and singing and the list never ends.
i dont love him only bc he’s so goodlooking, so handsome or so sexy or bc the way he dances and his body moves. not only that. but with all his personalities i saw him on the shows, on the fancams, on candid pics, on articles. i know its so weird he doesnt even know me im exist, and it doesnt bother me actually, but one thing i really hope to happen is i can meet him someday and tell him how precious he is. i’ve even been learning korean language so if i get the chance to talk to him, i’m gonna talk to him well in his language or even handed him a letter i write.
oh shit, this love is mad. its not about fangirling anymore, isnt it?
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