One day I will be alright again

Pretty good hands day :o or at least they look good. Everything itches today. Also my eyes are giving me some trouble, they're tired allthe time, tears build up and white strings keep coming up.

Day 173

Flaky day = less pain, yay #Poetry Took the picture in the morning so i look like i'm high

Hands were not as shit as usual! I’m doing maths all day and i can hold a ballpen without pain wowowow. Red skin climbing up my neck tsw what else do you want to take away from me. The light is making me look yellow :?

Day 167. Auchie auchie

Hello after Easter c: things are good and bad at the same time. My right eye went swollen at night. Hands are not getting better (or they are really slow at that!), my boobs got worse and i now how shit skin on my back too. Also the arms are getting worse. Than again my feet are getting better, face usually does too and… Yeah the rest is pretty much the same. I stopped using moisturizer for now because i am not sure whether it’s helping or worsening things. Started using coconut oil though and i think it’s great- possibly it is what helped my feet get better. I still don’t sleep well and haven’t found the way to solve this. I think that’s all for now :? Take care people xx

My friend is supporting me through TSW

#tsw got me like

The camera light is making my face look brighter, when it’s actually the color of my upper chest. I’m experiencing a bad period while still not on actual period lol. Everything itches so I’m covered in scratches for the first time in a long time (omg that was some very bad english). My red places are more red, and my hands are probably the worst since the beginning of the process - they are red, ooze like hell, flake, crack, itch and the insides are covered with this little dots filled with clear fluid. Also bending my fingers hurts (it has a good side at times because i scratch less), i’m not sure if that’s joint pain or skin pain. Oh sir, times is hard, times is haaaard

Woke up to the first pic, got really down, and than achieved the results on the second by bathing in dead sea salt and putting oily things on it many times. Anyway today is the day of doubting everything, i guess my period is coming

Not liking this :(( the palms are covered in dozens of those tiny i don't know, blisters? Like little dots filled with clear fluid. Then there are those two rebels that happened tonight for whatever reason and now hurt as heck because they can. Also everything cracks and oozes yellow ways. I hope it's the period i'm soon to have and not an infection. It's the second day of no sleep at all booohoo

Tried to fold some laundry today and my fingers started bleeding :| other thsn this (the hands are still shit as shit) i'm not doing bad, but my healing places (chest + tummy) are more red again. Everything comes and goes, but. I'm holding on to hope much more than before.

Good face day, bad hands day. Happy 5 month anniversary to me yay!

Woah. Thought i posted the pictures of my elephant-grandma-looking hands which happened to me yesterday but it seems they got lost in space :? Anyway, they happened and were creepy dry and shit so i bathed in dead sea salt + acv and they went back to red and weepy. I though i caused it myself by being late with morning cyclo dose by 4 hours (duh 4 hours how did my skin even noticed it’s like a blink of an eye isn’t it) because i FINALLY got some sleep and couldn’t say farewell to it and get up to take meds. So afterall, it seems it was not my fault. Hands did it again today but worse, they were super dry and stiff, i could not bend my fingers until like an hour ago because of pain. What a mess, ughlp. Face paler and flaky, chest paler but itchy.