i like spiraled a lot last night but i'm so chill now

im having pain in my right leg / knee and i cant sleep

ok i have some time before i gotta pick up the bf im wondering if i should do some stuff

really worn out they've been working me sooo much lately 😭

ok i'm gunna sort through bills today 🙄

ok i'm home for the day :)

whatever. fly my scarab

me and bf slept all day lol

i need to jerk off but it's a little risky

i wanna cryin so nauseous and exhausted and my mind is racing

it's hard knowing someone for ten years and finally seeing that pretty much everything has been the same self destructive cycles over and over and over and over and over

straight up realizing i've let ppl take advantage of me like crazy

my head and heart are racing

went to bed at 2 am and it's 6 and i can't sleep

stupid mid shift

ok i'm gunna just lock in and get some shit done wish me luck or whatever