marianas trench ‘astoria’ lyrics meme
‘ don’t wanna know my darkest lows? ‘
‘ don’t remind me what the price is when left to my own devices. ‘
‘ what’s another bridge burned? ‘
‘ this would be the wrong move. ‘
‘ hey, ever just say fuck it? ‘
‘ maybe i’ll drink this all away in buckets. ‘
‘ is it bad enough to call it off? ‘
‘ one minute you need me & the next we’re stuck. ‘
‘ i can’t help but want you too. ‘
‘ don’t say you don’t miss me that much. ‘
‘ don’t say i don’t still make you blush. ‘
‘ you got me freaking out. ‘
‘ i guess we’re even now. ‘
‘ baby why you leaving now? ‘
‘ don’t you want to kiss me someday too? ‘
‘ tomorrow is a day away. ‘
‘ so yeah my timing sucks. ‘
‘ i’m just so good at fucking up. ‘
‘ what if the one true love’s the only one that you get? ‘
‘ i’ve been broken but i’m better every day. ‘
‘ you get me every time. but i live with that. ‘
‘ i might do this to myself. ‘
‘ only made it worse but i just can’t help. ‘
‘ it’s the only time that i see your face. ‘
‘ what if there was still a way of taking care of this? ‘
‘ what if i wake up tonight & you are real? ‘
‘ what if we could find a way to try to heal? ‘
‘ what if there’s no stoppin’ us yet? ‘
‘ what if there was still a reason not to go? ‘
‘ what if there was still a little bit of hope? ‘
‘ impolite would only be beneath us. ‘
‘ fill me in on how you’ve been. ‘
‘ but that’s not what i came for, my amour. ‘
‘ i just wished you opened fire on me, so i can see you still worry if i care. ‘
‘ you should come over. ‘
‘ best laid plans are not sober. ‘
‘ then we’ll disappear. ‘
‘ we’ll toast what could have been. ‘
‘ i don’t know how to mend it, but this chapter ended. ‘
‘ but at least tonight we still pretend. ‘
‘ hold each other close like it’s not the end. ‘
‘ you will be my home & there’s no place like home. ‘
‘ you can say you’re kind of bored with this. ‘
‘ but i don’t want you leaving me now. ‘
‘ well you say i’m a mess. ‘
‘ you say you’ll never date me. ‘
‘ or you can just shut up. ‘
‘ you should stay away from me. ‘
‘ you could tell me no, & you can let me go. ‘
‘ just can’t get away from myself. ‘
‘ i’ll miss the way that you saw me. ‘
‘ but, i came back to you broken. ‘
‘ i hear the words i’ve spoken & everything comes out wrong. ‘
‘ i’ll get my shit back together. ‘
‘ everything goes quiet, it’s like i just can’t move. ‘
‘ nothing will change if you never choose. ‘
‘ i know where you’ve been. ‘
‘ you say that you’re lost & need to find yourself. ‘
‘ can’t do that with me, but with somebody else. ‘
‘ when did we both get so afraid to speak though? ‘
‘ i thought we got each other’s hearts? ‘
‘ you know i thought this love would always burn like a wildfire. ‘
‘ so now you show up when you’re alone again? ‘
‘ but what if you’re just afraid to be alone? ‘
‘ i thought you got yourself a way out? ‘
‘ but what if your heart’s a liar? ‘
‘ we just can’t let this go. ‘
‘ maybe this time it could work? ‘
‘ i was there watching you, watching me, missing you. ‘
‘ i’ve been lying & i don’t know why i do.
‘ maybe the truth hurts so it’s easier not to know. ‘
‘ i wanna hear how your heart speaks. ‘
‘ this should be the time of our lives. ‘
‘ i’ve been so lost without you. ‘
‘ are you lost without me too? ‘
‘ we both want it but love is not enough. ‘
‘ you slipped away to a mile from an inch. ‘
‘ i don’t know how we ended up here now. ‘
‘ what’s lost is never gone. ‘
‘ i’m not ready for what’s to come. ‘
‘ i will watch you sleeping & make sure you’re alright. ‘
‘ i know you’re not quite here but you’re not quite gone. ‘
‘ can’t love if you don’t. ‘
‘ i can’t try if you won’t. ‘
‘ please just let me go. ‘
‘ it’s do or die for you & i. ‘
‘ i’ll never be taken alive. ‘
‘ but our future still remains unclear. ‘
‘ i’m so afraid of trying something new. ‘
‘ cause every start begins with saying goodbye to you. ‘
‘ our heart divides in unrequited view. ‘
‘ i want you to know this never was the man i hoped to be. ‘
‘ i hope your heart can still be mended. ‘