Tales of two borrower sisters dropped into the show Boy Meets World!
In all of Ericâs life, heâd never met a girl more difficult to read than Lucy.
Usually, most people were relatively easy to understand, and Eric never had trouble figuring out what someone wanted, whether they were nervous, angry, happy, flirty, or bored. Even if their face didnât say it, usually their body language did.
Obviously, she wasnât human. She was a Borrower. She most likely didnât grow up learning the same social customs Eric did, like how youâre supposed to smile when you greet people, or that itâs rude to stare, and it made sense that she wouldnât know that.
She probably didnât go to school or interact with many people her own age or anyone at all. She carried herself like there was danger everywhere, always alert, always ready to fight or run for the walls. And maybe there was danger everywhere, especially at her size, but the burden of that paranoia clung to her always.
And then there were her eyes.
Deep brown, same as the coffee beans his dad ground up every morning but nowhere near as comforting. It wasnât often that Lucy made eye contact with Eric on purpose, if anything, she avoided his eyes most of the time, like looking at him would somehow expose herself. But there were some moments, rare ones, where heâd make eye contact and she wouldnât look away. Eric didnât know if she realized it or not. At times it felt deliberate, the slightest furrow of her brows like she was examining him, measuring his trustworthiness he supposed. And then, other times, it felt different â less guarded, more observational with the same intensity of an FBI agent interrogating a criminal.
Every time it made him feel so aware of himself, of his hands, his body, his demeanor. Like something was wrong but he had no idea what, or like she was waiting for something to be wrong, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Whatever she saw in him, it didnât keep her away.
Lucy had appeared at least three times since him and Cory had given her the felt. Each time looking healthier than the last, so it was safe to assume their home wasnât a freezer anymore.
She came with the same guarded and flighty attitude, with eyes that shifted constantly, deep and unreadable.
The things she asked for at first seemed practical, double A batteries, one or two strings of yarn, but then they got a little less practical sounding. Buttons, pink ones, exactly three of them.
âWhy three though?â Eric asked as Cory left the room to retrieve the buttons, âwhy so specific?â
One of Lucyâs eyebrows twitched at the question.
She turned her head to look at him properly, eyes searing into his. Her arms were crossed, foot tapping impatiently like sheâd rather be anywhere else than in his presence. Maybe Eric should value his life more, but for some reason, he kept pushing.
âAre you making something with them?â He pried, head tilting curiously at her.
Lucy jerked her head away suddenly, like his gaze had burned her.
âWhy all the questions?â she said stiffly.
Eric shrugged, âI just want to know. Am I not allowed to know anything about you?â
âIf it were up to me, you wouldnât.â
She still refused to look at him.
Ericâs eyes softened, she was so on edge, so guarded at all times, he wished he could somehow make her relax. But he had no idea how to convince her that he wasnât out to hurt her. How could he convince her to trust him when heâs the very thing she was raised to fear?
âHey,â Eric said, softer this time, âlisten, Iâm not trying to be weird. Iâm just curious.â
For a moment, she didnât move.
But slowly, her head turned back, eyes searing into his soul, measuring â they always were.
Then the bedroom door opened again. Cory had returned, holding up the prize. Three small pink buttons.
He closed the door quietly behind him with a triumphant, almost giddy smile. Eric had to bite back a laugh. Cory looked as if heâd pulled off the heist of the century.
âI got them,â he said gleefully.
Eric watched him strut forwards and set the buttons down on the desk in front of Lucy. She didnât move for a minute, her eyes flickering between them with hesitation.
They wonât explode, Eric wanted to say, but he kept his thoughts to himself this time.
Lucy reached out, her miniscule hands snatching up the buttons and tucking them underneath her arms. She turned around, about to just leave without a word like she always tried to do.
âNot even a thank you?â Eric asked, a hint of a smile on his face.
Lucy froze, glaring at him out of the corner of her eye. For a second, Eric thought she might ignore him, but then he heard it.
Barely more than a mutter out of her mouth, but his ears caught just enough for his face to break into a full smile.
Lucy, seeming to think sheâd said something forbidden, raced back into the small opening in the walls without saying anything more.
Eric glanced at Cory, triumph flooding through his veins. His little brother seemed deeply impressed.
âWow, thatâs an improvement,â he said, nodding his head slowly.
Eric laid back slightly, his arms behind his head.
âI know,â he replied in an admittedly arrogant tone, âsheâs definitely warming up.â
Cory shrugged skeptically in response, but Eric didnât think he was shooting too far at all.
Progress was progress, no matter how little.
âOne step at a time, Cor,â Eric advised. He should totally teach a class on this topic. How to get a Borrower to trust you 101. Taught by Mr. Eric Matthews â an expert on human/Borrower relationsâŠ
Ericâs eyes remained on the spot Lucy had disappeared from, not on purpose, just drifting. But his attention snagged on the cup of pens and pencils on Coryâs desk. He couldâve sworn he saw movement.
A smirk tugged at Ericâs lips, of course sheâd be hiding still. He leaned to the side to get a better look â then froze.
Because blinking back at him were a pair of curious brown eyes, wide and almost doe-like, peeking around the rim of the cup at him.
That he knew immediately.
They stared at each other for barely a second. Then a tiny gasp, those eyes widening in shock, blonde hair whipping out of sight before he heard the tiniest pitter patter of footsteps, and then finally, silence.
Eric didnât move, his head filled with questions, trying to process what heâd just seen.
His head turned slowly to look at Cory.
âDude⊠you saw that, right?â he muttered.
Cory looked frozen too, staring at the same spot and nodding slowly.
âSo, either Lucy dyed her hair blonde in the span of two minutes, orâŠâ
âThereâs another one,â Cory finished.
They both sat in silence, still staring at the cup like it might bring them answers.
âWhat have we gotten ourselves into?â Eric asked.
âWho knowsâŠâ Cory answered.
Amyâs heart beat frantically in her chest. Her back was firmly pressed against the wall, as though she could stick to it permanently if she tried hard enough, her breathing showing no sign of calming down.
Now sheâd really done it.
Thatâs all Amy had wanted.
A peek at the Matthews boys to satisfy her curiosity, and that would be the end of it.
But Amy never received proper Borrower training, she wasnât very good at stealth, or at climbing, or running, or any sort of activity that being a proper Borrower required. Her body just couldnât keep up with most of it.
And now she was paying for her defects in full.
She cursed her curiosity to the moon and back.
She just wanted to know what they looked like. Did they seem kind? Were their voices gentle? Were they sincere?
The Matthews boys had been such enigmatic figures to her, the only things she knew about them were what Lucy chose to tell her. And even based on Lucyâs very negative perceptions and descriptions, the Matthews boys seemed lovely.
Not like the huge, towering humans Lucy and Amy were told horrible stories of, not the nameless figures they borrowed from and feared. They sounded like beings capable of real kindness, ones that wanted to help them, even if they didnât know Amy existed.
They sure knew about Amy now.
How on earth was she going to tell Lucy?
The image entered her thoughts before she could stop it. Lucy standing before her, an expression of shock and anger on her face, disappointment shining through underneath it all. The cherry on top to weigh down the entire cake.
Because she knew it was true. Amy couldnât feel more like a disappointment. All she had to do was sit her butt down and stay home.
But that was all she ever did.
She tried her best to help out in any way she could. She made blankets, she darned clothes, she cleaned, but it never felt like enough. She could never do what Lucy did. She couldnât go out and borrow food and supplies, her body wouldnât even let her run more than five minutes without feeling faint, and that left Amy as one thing.
Lucy never said it, but Amy knew it. She saw the weight of responsibility that lived on Lucyâs shoulders, and most of it was because of her. Amy saw it every single time she fell ill, every time she couldnât finish a task because her head hurt, every time she got dizzy spells, every time her skin flared red for the millionth time.
Amy saw it, guilt burning in her gut each time.
Lucy refused to hear a single apology, refused to blame Amy for anything. But that didnât make it go away.
When Amy arrived back home, Lucy was already there, her eyes zeroing in on her as soon as she entered the room.
The felt theyâd installed as insulation worked very well ever since their time of crisis. So now their home was a reasonable temperature compared to the outside.
And it was all thanks to the Matthews boys.
The moment one of them saw her suddenly replayed in Amyâs mind. He was blonde, older than the other. It mustâve been Eric Matthews, the one Lucy so vehemently disliked.
âAmy?â Lucy said. She walked briskly over, concern bleeding into her features, âWhereâve you been?â
Amy opened her mouth, then closed it again.
âYour skin is all red,â Lucy observed, laying her hand against Amyâs forehead, âdid you go outside again?â
Amy, not knowing what to say or how to explain what had just happened, nodded.
Lucy sighed in exasperation.
âAmy, you know thatâs dangerous. Itâs freezing outside, why would you want to be frolicking around out there?â
Amyâs head drooped. It wasnât out of the ordinary for her to go outside sometimes, just to feel the air, the sun on her skin, even if it ended up itchy and inflamed again.
âItâs not that cold,â Amy muttered, âthe weatherman said it was 50 degrees today.â
âItâs cold enough. I donât care what the weatherman said, I donât want you going outside unless itâs at least 65, ok?â Lucy lectured.
 Amy blinked for a moment. Here was her chance to say it, to explain that she hadnât gone outside at all, that sheâd done something far worse.
Lucy looked at her expectantly, and Amy couldnât do it.
âSorry for worrying youâŠâ She said finally.
Lucy sighed again, her mouth turned up, a hint of a smile.
âItâs ok,â she said, her tone more affectionate than worried, ânow go get some rest.â
Amy smiled weakly back, it was all she could muster. The burning pit of shame in her stomach grew stronger and stronger as she walked past her sister towards their bedroom.
She just couldnât bear it.
The disappointment in Lucyâs expression would be sharp enough to stab her through.
And who knows if she ever could be.
But she had to tell Lucy somehow.
What kind of mess had she gotten herself into?
One minute, Cory was peacefully doing his homework. Not sleeping. Then the next, Lucy was there.
âLucy?â Cory said, blinking sleepily at her, âwhat are you doing here?â
âIâm not here to talk,â Lucy said shortly, stepping over various objects on Coryâs desk, her eyes already searching, âIâm just here for a paperclip.â
Cory watched her for a moment, barely computing her words.
âDo youâŠneed me to get one for you?â he asked slowly.
Lucy didnât look at him.
âNo, I can find it myself.â
Cory blinked. Her nose wrinkled a little bit as she surveyed his desk.
âWhat?â Cory questioned. His face warming at the mess.
âItâs good that you donât clean much,â Lucy answered, âbut it wouldnât kill you to.â
Dissing him yet again. It was beginning to become common with her.
âFirst of all, rude,â Cory said, âSecond, why is that good?â
Lucy slowly turned her head to look up at him.
âMore to pick throughâŠâ she answered as though heâd asked the worldâs dumbest question.
Lucy sighed, bending over and grabbing a stray paperclip Cory had no clue was there in the first place. He couldnât help but wonder if he should bring it up at all. What if she got angry and defensive and never showed herself again? But at the same time, Coryâs curiosity was insatiable. He wanted to know who the other Borrower was, the one him and Eric caught peeking at them, not like they were monsters, but like they were fascinating.
âYouâre leaving?â Cory asked as Lucy headed back across his desk towards the opening in the wall.
She stopped in her tracks, her hand clenching around the paperclip. Her head turned again, eyes burrowing into his.
âIs there a problem?â she asked.
Despite the underlying fear of being eviscerated, Cory asked anyway.
âWhy donât you stay for a while? Just â hang out?â
If she stayed, maybe he might be able to ask about the other Borrower, to bring up the incident subtly in a way that wouldnât overwhelm her immediately. Cory could guess she didnât know what had happened. If she did, he likely wouldnât be seeing her at all.
âWhat does that mean?â
âWhat does what mean?â
âHang out. What is that?â
Cory searched her expression, but it was a futile task. Lucy could certainly be sarcastic, but Cory had never heard her tell a single joke in the time he knew her.
âY-youâre serious?â Cory stammered.
He saw the subtle flush on Lucyâs face, her eyes flashing dangerously at him.
âYes, Iâm serious,â she snapped.
Before Cory could make sure he heard her right, the bedroom door opened, and Eric waltzed in.
âHey, Cor,â He greeted. His eyes landed on Lucy right away and he stalled briefly, like the sight of her had slowed his brain down, âand â heyy Lucy. Nice to see you todayâŠâ
âEric, Lucy doesnât know what a hang-out is,â he blurted.
Eric paused halfway into the room, glancing between the two of them.
 âUhhâŠwell,â Eric began, eyebrows raised, eyes now resting on Lucy, âyou really donât know?â
Lucy scoffed, her arms crossing indignantly.
âWhy is this a big deal? What does it mean?â
The flush in her cheeks was still there, and Cory could tell she was embarrassed from the way she fiddled with her own fingers, understandably so. But Eric didnât look shocked, he didnât rub it in either.
âA hang-out is when you spend time with other people, basically,â he explained, putting his backpack down and sitting on his own bed.
Lucy still looked confused.
âDoing what?â she asked.
âAnything,â Eric answered, shrugging his shoulders.
Lucy looked away from him briefly, like she was processing this information still. Cory was still processing too. Something ached in his chest at the genuine confusion on her face, like she was exposed to a brand new culture for the first time. What had her life been like so far that made this concept so mind-blowing to her?
âYou can invite as many people as you want too,â Eric continued, âI donât know how many friends youâve got around hereâŠâ
Cory saw it. Lucyâs body locked up like heâd said something poisonous before she quickly collected herself.
Eric mustâve seen it too. He leaned in slightly, his head tilting, a more careful edge in his demeanor.
âOr not,â he said, tone softening, âyou donât have to invite anyone if you donât want to.â
Lucy didnât say anything, but Cory caught the way she held still, the way her grip tightened on the paperclip she held.
Ericâs eyes sharpened just a hint, intrigued now.
âBut if you had someone, a friend, or family that youâd want to invite, you could,â Eric went on a little more casually, testing the waters some more.
Cory didnât even think she was breathing.
She seemed caught in place by something invisible, like a glue trap.
Her dark eyes were wider now.
Eric hesitated for barely a second, like he knew he might be stepping on a sensitive spot.
âLucy,â he said gently, âyou donât live by yourself, do you?â
Lucy said nothing. Her mouth opened and closed again like she short-circuited in real time.
But then she spoke again.
âI do,â she said, her voice carrying half its normal firmness.
âLucy,â Cory said gently, her head snapped towards him, âwe saw someone else.â
âI-It was me,â she countered quickly, âI doubled back to grab something and â â
âShe was blonde,â Eric interrupted, his tone certain.
Lucy went silent at this.
She didnât seem to have any rebuttal or explanation.
It reminded Cory of a deer in headlights. Not exactly afraid, but completely out of options, no moves left to make.
Eric took the liberty to explain.
âLook,â he said, âIt was after you had asked for those three buttons. The pink ones, remember?â
Lucy nodded, her expression hollow.
âWell, soon after you left, we saw someone peeking at us from behind that cup,â Eric continued, pointing at the cup of pencils on Coryâs desk.
Lucy followed his gaze, a gleam of recognition and resignation behind her eyes as Eric spoke.
âIâm pretty sure it was a girl. Blonde hair, brown eyes, she ran when we saw her.â
Cory nodded along with the story, watching Lucy very closely.
She still wasnât saying anything.
A long pause stretched between them all when Eric finished.
Cory wondered if she would ever speak again.
Eric was watching her too, with a surprising amount of attentiveness Cory didnât expect.
âIt was AmyâŠâ Lucy murmured, so quietly, Cory had to lean in closer to hear her at all.
âWho?â Eric asked softly.
âAmy. My younger sister.â
âOohh,â he uttered, in the softest tone, Cory had ever heard from his brother.
Lucy glanced between them briefly, assessing their reactions.
âYour sister?â Cory repeated.
âAmyâs not like meâŠâ she began carefully, âsheâs more curious, more trusting... I was stupid not to expect this from her.â
âExpect what?â Eric asked.
Lucy glanced at him again before answering.
âFor her to be curious about you guysâŠto want to meet youâŠâ
âWell, can we meet her?â Cory asked tentatively, âI mean, sheâs curious about us â weâre curious about her.â
There was a long stretch of silence.
Lucy seemed deep inside her head, her expression unreadable.
Cory exchanged an uncertain glance with Eric, hoping he hadnât gone a step too far in asking. But he couldnât help it, he wanted to meet Lucyâs sister. His head was already racing with speculations, someone curious and trusting. That didnât sound like Lucy at all. He was intrigued.
âYou obviously donât have to if you or Amy donât want to,â Eric added gently.
âNo, I know she wants to. She has for a while now,â she said, lowering her voice to a mutter, âand thatâs the problemâŠâ
She looked away distantly.
âSo, what does that mean?â Cory pressed uncertainly.
Lucy inhaled sharply as though she wanted to snap at him, but her mouth remained closed.
Eric shot him a pointed look.
âItâs not a no,â Lucy answered, crossing her arms.
âItâs a yes then?â Cory asked, a tiny smile forming on his face.
Lucy shot him a glare, her eyes sharper than razorblades.
âAgain, with the questions?â she shot back.
Cory raised his hands in surrender.
Lucy sighed in resignation.
âBoth of you listen to me,â she ordered, glancing between them menacingly, âthere is nothing I wouldnât do for my little sister, ok?â
Cory and Eric nodded obediently.
âIf either of you do anything to make her uncomfortable, if either of you put a finger out of line, I wonât hesitate. I mean it.â
âUnderstood,â Eric said.
Lucy watched them like a hawk, looking for any signs of faltering. Then, she backed up towards the walls.
âIâll be back. Donât move,â she instructed.
She turned around, hurrying into the walls and leaving Cory and Eric with a strange sense of anticipation buzzing in the air.
When Lucy arrived home, she was surprised to see Amy already in the main room.
She was sitting on one of their thimble stools, her hands clasped together in her lap like she was nervous for one reason or another.
âAmy?â Lucy said, watching as her sisterâs head snapped up.
âI have something to tell you,â Amy said quickly, standing to her feet.
It was quite obvious to Lucy what she wanted to say.
âI have something to tell you too.â
Amy took in a deep breath, seemingly gathering her courage before she spoke again.
âI was seen the other day.â
Lucy nodded once, unsurprised.
Amyâs eyes bugged out of her head, just staring for a second.
âYou know?â she asked.
âThey told me,â Lucy explained.
Realization shone in her expression, and Amy hung her head in shame.
âIâm so sorry. I swear, I didnât mean for anything to happen. I just â I wanted to put their names to their faces for onceâŠâ
Lucy stepped closer, hands resting on Amyâs shoulders and rubbing supportive circles.
âDonât worry about it, I knew it was probably going to happen sooner or later,â she said in a comforting tone, âbesides, they want to do the same thing.â
âThey want to meet you too.â
Amy froze under Lucyâs touch.
A hint of a smile spread on Lucyâs face.
âAre you sure? I mean â youâre letting this happen and everything?â Amy stammered.
Lucy sighed. She shouldnât be angry with Amy at all, sheâs always been curious and sociable, thatâs how itâs been their whole lives. Letting this happen avoided further danger, because what if Lucy didnât agree before? What if she held firm in not letting Amy meet them? It would still happen whether Lucy wanted it to or not, letting it happen made things cleaner, less secrets, less mess.
âI kind of have to now,â Lucy said, jaw clenching before she straightened herself out, âthe damage is already done. They know you exist, and unfortunately, theyâre just as curious as youâŠâ
That got Amy to lighten up a little bit. She smiled shyly.
âOk. Iâll meet them.â
âWe should go now,â Lucy said, âTheyâre waiting on us.â
She pulled Amyâs arm towards the door.
âWait! Now? Iâm not ready!â Amy protested.
âYouâll be fine. Iâll be right there with you the whole time,â Lucy responded, her hand still closed on Amyâs forearm.
Amy gave in and let Lucy guide her through the walls, back towards the Matthewsâ boys. Throwing her thoughts away from everything that could go wrong, Lucy tried to think of good things, like Amyâs laughter, how much she would enjoy meeting new people, watching the smile form on her face.
âSo, is this you saying theyâre safe now?â Amy asked curiously.
Lucy knew she was referring to the human boys waiting for them, and she didnât quite know how to answer the question.
âTheyâre useful,â she answered, âmeeting you will get them off my back for nowâŠâ
Eric had no idea what to expect.
When he was first acquainted with the knowledge of Lucy â the unreadable, sharp-eyed, stand-offish miniature girl that she was â having a sister, his imagination ran in a million different directions. He knew she was blonde and had brown eyes, but that in no way told the full story of who she could be.
Maybe she was just like Lucy, all walls and no doors, or maybe she was different.
Actually, Eric already had that piece of the puzzle.
Lucyâs sister was different. He saw it in her eyes.
They werenât like Lucyâs. They werenât dark and vague, they were warm and curious. Theyâd widened into saucers when caught, and that was the last Eric was able to see before they were gone.
And judging by Lucyâs reaction to them even insinuating her sister existed, Eric could guess that they were close. Or at least, close enough for Lucy to act like a mother goose protecting her nest.
Eric had a piece of the puzzle, and maybe â just maybe, heâd complete more of the picture.
He sat completely still, staring at the spot Lucy had been minutes before.
Cory was just as frozen, eyes fixed on the same place.
And then, the wall opened up.
Lucy crawled out of the little hole in the wall, now familiar head of dark curls leading the way. She turned around as soon as she was on her feet, holding the hand of someone else.
Eric watched, holding his breath as Lucyâs sister glanced between them all, her cheeks flushed pink.
Her hair was longer than Eric had originally thought, blonde, wavy, like it wasnât used to being pulled back at all. Her eyes were the same as heâd seen behind the cup, warm brown, curious, completely unguarded.
She looked up at him and Cory, smiling shyly, and tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
Lucy looked stiff â anxious, but controlled, like she desperately wanted to hover but forced her arms to her sides. Her eyes shot them both dark looks.
Donât mess this up, they said, or elseâŠ
Before Eric could even get a word out, Amy spoke first.
âHi,â She said, waving at them as though she was the new kid at school, introducing herself in front of a classroom, âIâm Amy.â
Eric glanced sideways at Cory, whose mouth was parted as though an angel was speaking to him.
âHey, Amy. Um â Iâm Eric and this is Cory,â Eric said, softening his tone.
He elbowed Cory in the side, jolting him into speaking again.
âI-Iâm Cory,â he stammered.
Amy smiled fully this time, seemingly amused.
âI know,â She said, and Eric was struck by the softness of her voice, having gotten used to Lucyâs dry and sometimes sharp tone, âIâve heard so much about you both.â
Cory smiled back endearingly, and Eric considered asking if heâd been hypnotized, but he figured heâd make fun of him later. There were more interesting things to observe at the moment.
 He noticed how Lucy remained barely a step behind her, just watching â assessing.
Amy suddenly sighed, her smile faltering, demeanor turning a little nervous.
âIâm sorry,â She said, stepping forward slightly, âfor, umâŠbefore. I didnât mean to spy.â
âItâs ok,â Eric responded automatically.
Amyâs lips turned up a little, encouraged. She went on.
âItâs just that â wellâŠyou guys have been so kind to us, so helpful this past month, you have no idea. I just wanted to see who you were with my own eyes.â
Her voice was soft still, no hesitation, no skirting the edges of the truth, just complete sincerity.
Ericâs eyes couldnât help but flick towards Lucy.
Her arms were crossed now, watching Amy carefully, like she was ready to spring into action the second something happened. That wasnât just loyalty, that was something else â something fierce.
Eric wondered how much of Lucyâs actions were motivated by Amy. How much she hid from them, what she asked them for, everything she didnât say. How much of it was all for Amy?
âThank you both so much for everything,â Amy said, eyes shining with such gratefulness that it caught Eric off guard.
âI-Itâs no problem,â Cory said, looking dumbfounded.
âYeah, it was nothing,â Eric added, because it really wasnât any trouble for them, getting Lucy the things she asked for. All he had to do was open a cabinet and take them, but he supposed it would be a lot more trouble for someone Borrower-sized. His and Coryâs contributions were more important than he originally thought.
âAlright,â Lucy said, pushing off the wall, âthatâs enough.â
She reached out and grabbed Amyâs hand.
Amy didnât protest, following Lucy as she was led back towards the wall.
âBye!â Amy called over her shoulder, waving at them as though they were her new best friends.
âCome back and hang out any time,â Cory said, waving back with a big smile.
Amyâs eyebrows pinched together slightly.
âHang out? Whatâs that?â she asked curiously.
âDonât worry, Lucy can tell you,â Eric said, a cheeky smile on his face as he waved.
Lucy shot him a glare as the sisters climbed back into the walls, and Ericâs smile only grew.
As soon as they were gone, Cory turned to him.
âDo you think she actually will?â he asked eagerly, âcome back to hang out?â
Eric clapped a hand on his shoulder.
âOnly if Lucy doesnât lock her up first.â
âShe wouldnât do thatâŠright?â
Eric was pretty sure she would.
âLook, sheâd have to have a radical change of heart. I mean, did you see her face just now?â
âShe looked like sheâd kill us if we moved an inch in any direction,â Eric continued.
âBut she always looks like that,â Cory shrugged.
âYeah, but even more this time. She doesnât play around when it comes to Amy, I can tell.â
Cory deflated in disappointment.
âWell, what do we do?â
Eric thought for a moment.
âHope? Pray?â he suggested.
Cory clapped his hands suddenly.
âI got it!â He exclaimed, âwe could get those peanut butter sandwich cookies, rub two of âem together, lure them both out, and thenâŠâ
âAnd then, we snatch up Amy so she has to hang-out with us!â
Eric stared for a good minute.
âYou know, thatâs crazy enough that it just might work,â he said.
âLook, Cor, I think weâre just gonna have to give it timeâŠâ
âHey, Iâm sure theyâll come around,â Eric said, his tone a little more encouraging, âthere might be a day where Lucy doesnât glare at usâŠin 40 years.â
Lucy was quiet the entire way home.
Her mind raced with what this meeting now meant for her and Amy.
Had she gotten the humans off her back or ensured they never left?
What did they expect now? Visitations?
Or that word they kept using, hang-out?
Being in the boysâ presence for no other reason but to be there.
The concept was simply bizarre.
But unfortunately, Amy seemed all for it, excited even â after Lucy had informed her of the meaning.
âDo you think I could go up again tomorrow?â Amy asked eagerly when they arrived home.
Lucyâs head whipped toward Amy as she put her tools down.
âYou knowâŠto hang out with them?â
Amyâs smile faltered a little, but she pressed on.
âWhy not? They want me to, Iâm sure it would be ok if I â â
Lucyâs voice was firmer. Her jaw ticked uncontrollably.
Amy was quiet for a moment.
âAre youâŠangry with me still?â She asked tentatively.
âI was never angry at you,â Lucy countered.
Amy didnât look convinced. She stepped closer to Lucy.
âLucyâŠâ She said softly, âplease be honest with me. Are you still angry?â
Lucy sighed heavily, hanging her head in defeat.
She shouldnât be angry at Amy, ever. It was wrong. Amy didnât mean any harm, never.
But the slight sting of betrayal hurt, nonetheless.
âWhy did you go behind my back?â Lucy asked, her tone sounding much more vulnerable than before, âwhy did I have to find out you were seen from the humans?â
Amyâs eyes shone with tears now, and Lucyâs chest tightened so much she had trouble breathing correctly.
âIâm sorry,â Amy whispered, âI thought if I asked you, you would just say no.â
But now they were in an even deeper hole. The humans clearly wanted to form some kind of friendship with them, an idea that spelled all kinds of danger according to Lucyâs instincts.
It was bad enough to be seen by them, even worse to be caught, and even worse to be accepting help from them, relying on them, befriending them. If their father was still around, or literally any other Borrower who didnât blatantly disregard the code, they would be absolutely scandalized.
Theyâd crossed lines they were raised never to even look at.
Lucy and Amy would be marked as traitors forever.
Amy grasped Lucyâs hands, her gaze turned pleading.
âI didnât tell you at first becauseâŠwell â because I thought youâd be disappointed in me.â
âIâm so so sorry, LucyâŠâ Amy said, tears dripping down her pink cheeks.
Lucyâs body reacted immediately, pulling Amy into a tight hug, rubbing up and down her back in a soothing motion, any residual anger she had evaporating in a second.
âYou couldnât disappoint me, even if you triedâŠâ Lucy muttered.
They stayed like that for what felt like hours, Lucy softly soothing her sister who, after a while, pulled away, wiping her tears.
âI love you,â Amy murmured.
âLove you too,â Lucy replied.
Amy smiled weakly, going and sitting down wearily on one of the stools.
Lucy sat down on another stool across from Amy.
âIâm just trying to keep you safe, Amy,â she said.
âI know,â Amy responded, sniffling, âtrust me, I do.â
âThen you understand why befriending humans isnât a great idea?â
âYeah, for most cases. But donât you see? Our case is different.â
Lucyâs brows furrowed, âwhat do you mean?â
âI mean, weâve both seen them, talked to them, and accepted help from them. Obviously, you donât think theyâre that dangerous anymore.â
Lucy opened her mouth, ready to disagree, but Amy kept going.
âIâm just sayingâŠthey seem like such nice boys, weâve already gone off the deep end with Borrower Code, I donât see the harm anymore.â
Lucy could see the harm crystal clear, but she didnât say anything.
âAnd aside from all that,â Amy said, her tone softening to an almost melancholy degree, âit gets really lonely around hereâŠâ
Lucyâs mind went silent at that, her worst-case scenarios quieted, a painful sensation of familiarity settling in her chest.
Their lives really were lonely.
All they had was each other.
âDoesnât it kill you too?â Amy whispered.
Lucy nodded silently, her fingernails digging into her palms.
It did kill her sometimes, the ache. Sometimes it was about their parents, missing them, missing their guidance. But sometimes, the ache told her other things. It longed for connection, more connection.
âSo, why donât we do something about it?â Amy finished.
Lucy remained silent for a minute, thinking, turning it over in her head.
She couldnât lie, watching Amy light up while conversing with the Matthews boys was like a balm for her soul, even if she was worried about things going wrong the entire time.
Even though everything about this screamed danger, went against everything she was taught, and everything she believed, the idea wasnât sounding so bad anymore.
âIf we do thisâŠâ Lucy began slowly, âunder no circumstances can you go up there without me.â
Amy nodded feverishly, her eyes widening in shock.
âYou have to promise me youâll be very careful,â Lucy continued, âTrust me, if anything goes wrong, weâll be out of here and those boys will never see us again, ok?â
âYes!â Amy exclaimed, âI promise!â
Amy squealed, jumping off her stool to wrap Lucy in an enthusiastic hug.
Lucy hugged her back, hoping to everything above that she wasnât making the biggest mistake of her life.
Project friendship was in motion now, whether she liked it or not.