THE THIRD GIRL WAS FROM LYS.

𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐤. 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤-𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐈𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞….

Look here's the deal,

1) I don't know when I'll have a laptop

2) my life is a fucking mess, like really not doing okay right now. My chronic pain is Worse then I thought the ultrasounds came back really bad and my hips all the way down past my knees have inflammation and fluid retention and that's why I can barely walk I guess which is great.

3) dealing with trying to live alone like an adult in a mental health rehab/youth residency it's all over the place some days it's good others it's bad.

4) last night i was having very prominent suicidal thought , a worker talked me down and I came home. I'm still having the thoughts b u t not as bad , I'm pushing through well at least trying to do so. But it's the first time in a few months that I've been this bad.

The last scion of House Targaryen