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A part of you is completely unexplored until you meet a particular person.

I've never felt more shallow in my life. Seriously. Is this what I've become, is this what I've always been? Tying my self worth to looks, how much I have accomplished because I don't think anyone will ever love me because of how messed up I am? Also I'm sick of perfect people saying that people don't have to earn love, that they don't care about looks, I'm sick of myself hating cool, pretty people because even though I think I'm pretty cool myself and really not that bad they would never even look at me. But you know what, I'm also a privelaged, raging 15 year old and it's not even that deep lol 💀 but if i don't land even the smallest acting job by 25 and move out of my country I'm gonna probably freak out so yeah

Don't let loneliness lower your standards.

Ugh I needed this reminder.

nothing really brings me joy anymore, nothing that should anyway. I can sit and stare at something beautiful and know what it should make me feel, if i try really hard to focus on that i can recreate something close. I don’t know what i’m doing so wrong, to feel so little. i’d like nothing more than to disappear